You sound like a libertine(sexual sense; I’m not saying you are devoid of morals).One thing that bothers me about the story is that, the guy, does not sound like a libertine as you are, and yet watched the whole time. Whether the story is devoid of embellishment or not, it is still one for the story book.
Nope, definitely not a hedonist or libertine. Sex is serious business for me, but so is freedom of action and choice. I also have enough of my own sins to think twice before condemning anyone of theirs. I’m a little bit weird about the physical act of sex, because it is just a bodily function, so in the case of the OP, I would have been much more bothered to see them being affectionate.
For instance, when my now-wife and I were broken up, she would tell me about her sex life with this guy and get pissed I wasn’t getting jealous. She went on about his big pecker, still didn’t get jealous. Orgasm? Nope, still not jealous. But her daughter (now my daughter) had her birthday party, and she invited both me and my son (who was her daughter’s best friend, still is) and it drove me CRAZY to see them holding hands and talking off to the side. Oh man.. I had a hard time holding it in, and she didn’t realize that the intimacy is what got me, not the physical act of orgasming. It’s all just a bodily function.
So I guess what I meant to say is this: If the girl committed the act as a bodily function, out of curiosity, that’s one thing. But if she had genuine emotion for the guy, such as wanting to cuddle and kiss him after, and see him later tomorrow, and hang out and ~not~ have sex, that’s another thing entirely.
Not to say I don’t have morals, but I don’t think the physical act of penetration is all there is to sex. Or maybe I don’t have morals, heck if I know.
Also, I wouldn’t wish this OP’s story on anyone. I feel it, lost my damn mind once in college. Never again!