Secjay's PE report 2002 - warning: LONG!
Where I am @ in 2002: This is basically A major summary of my PE/Sex experiences during the past few years (although sex didnt come into it til this year) Read on at your own risk, and excuse the length and venting aspects of this post:
I first learned about PE several years ago. This was back in mid high school when I thought I was small->average (but didn’t really have a clue).
I’ve been really inconsistent with my routines etc. Alot of times I thought it didn’t work/just wasn’t going to work anymore. But I always come back to it. it’s become like some sort of addiction.
My starting (Maximum) measurements were approximately 8.5x5 (although this is probably a rather innaccurate guesstimate)
Another thing is, I’ve never really been able to figure exactly how much of my gains to attribute to purberty, and which to PE. I’ll never know now. Maybe if I hadn’t discovered PE, I would still be the same size? Bigger?(doubt it…) Who knows. Although, it is kinda odd that since I’ve now all but finished the pubicalization process, my gains have been lousy. Go figure. (Eg Teach this to your sons early)
In all this time I’ve tried all the manual exercises available, as well as crude DIY homemade backyard forms of pumping, hanging, etc.
I’ve had times when I though I had made myself permanently impotent, and times when I thought I was becoming a porn star, but never for more than a little while at a time… :)
I generally treat my dick really badly, and have fairy extensive discolouration from just way too much red spotting. Newbies etc; DONT DO THIS TO YOURSELF! From what I can tell, red dottage will NOT increase gains or anything else! I feel really bad about it all when I try especially careful and still get these damn things….
Currently at almost exactly 10” BPFS, although an actual erection is probably about 9”. (it is mainly reduced because of the downward/to the right curve screwing things up)
Flaccid is anywhere from about 5 to 8, depending on time/temperature/mood etc.
In the beginning of my PE adventures, Length came easy. Every time I measured it would be more. It was cool to watch the marks on the ruler steadily climbing upwards every week…
But now I no longer care about length (Read GIRLFRIEND below) In fact, if I could trade in 2” of length for even just 1” of girth I would do it without batting an eyelid. My desperate quest for girth has been going on for a little while now (‘bout all of this year) At a fairly unsucessful rate, which I am extremely dissapointed with….
Compared to others I have gained relatively little in this department (Ironically the only gains I would really appreciate) approximately 0.5” in all these long years past. Although for most of that time, I never really focussed on girth, because I didn’t understand it’s true importance. (Read GIRLFRIEND. Can you tell GIRLFRIEND is going to be a big one? ;) )
I would really like to gain girth, and the type of exercise needed leaves me black and blue. It sucks. But I persist. I’ve recenty taken to horse type squeezes, and erect bends (Incredible intensity with little effort! NOT FOR NEWBIES!)
I have to say to any newbie reading this, that in my limited experience, girth is the key, not length. I don’t understand why so many of you guys are interested in being long. In my experience, I can get an absolute maximum of about 7” inside my lady, the extra length is completely wasted!!!(although she is petite I’ll admit) So what if you are 5” long. an extra few inches will make jack all difference IF you are not thick enough to pressure her walls! All she will feel is nothing but a poking into her cervix, nothing else! Feel free to argue, but this has been debated over and over and this is my firm opinion. (and I’m sorry but I can’t make any inferences about anal, but I’m guessing this is at least partially true also!)
Basically 1.5”x0.5”. And again, I can’t really tell how much can be attributed to PE and how much to puberty growth. Although I believe that starting young when your tissues recouperate quickly and effectively would be a definate plus in PE.
But regardless of age, if you want to gain, eat right, get plenty of sleep, and exercise. You HAVE to exercise! Cardio, weights, whatever… It increases your metabolism and hormone levels, in short it makes your body work at peak function! As that guy on the tele says: Just do it! (I think his name is mike…)
My routine is all over the place. I have followed basic guidelines for limited periods before, but I can’t really give any advice as to the ‘best’ routine for this or that, sorry to anyone with high hopes coming in here :( ;) … Although you can see from my gains that even a highly sloppy irregular routine can still give decent results, although maybe just not super efficiently!
——->GIRLFRIEND: (if you are inclined to skip this section, go ahead and skip it, I wont mind, honest ;) )
God, where to begin?!? Basically it was a classical fairy tale TV-show deal. And yeah scoff and doubt, but we are deeply in love. :D But this is not about that. This post is fairly shallowly I’ll admit, more about sex, nobody wants to hear me rave about our emotions! ;)
She was very anxious to jump into the sack together. I was reluctant/embarrassed etc due to lack of experience (Read: NULL experience) Before we finally got around to it, we were big on the touchy feely, and she made many a comment on it’s size; both in the length and thickness departments, and also in general. When it came time to actually get on with it (which was a really great experience, all round) She did find it painful. It was mostly the fault of the length, and her thinking that deeper=better, but the as-of-then unexperienced girth was a little bit of a shocking experience for her also.
But now we are used to each other. We make love as frequently as possible, and (I) try to make it last as long as possible and feel as good as I can for her. The problem being: She has never had an orgasm. She is almost 20. She has never masturbated. Her previous boyfriend did absolutely nothing for her (She says it felt like “Someone rubbing your arm or anywhere else”) She has only just begun to feel pleasure from sex since we got reasonably comfortable with the horizontal tango. She continues to find clitoral stimulation uninteresting/not very pleasureable. Still no orgasm, and who knows how close/far away?
I can’t help but feel, as an insecure male, that this is due to my inadequacies… If only I could do it harder, better, faster, stronger! (work it) All logic points towards it being nothing to do with my supposedly more than adequate performance. It’s just something I can’t help. Another thing I can’t help but think is that if I were thicker, that she would feel more, maybe enough for her to *really* enjoy herself? Time will tell, I hope…
Another thing I find disturbing is my negative brain attempting to convince me that if don’t manage to please her in this way that she will get bored of me and leave me, or at least, stop wanting to have sex altogether (disaster!), like the chicks from men behaving badly… Can anyone reassure me?? p.s: these fears are totally unfounded.
This relationship has changed/influenced me and my entire life more than any other change or transition ever before. I cannot recommend a truly loving life partner enough. If you have not experienced this kind of deep bond with someone then you have not yet lived! I highly recommend to everyone/anyone to go out and find someone you can relate to on the most fundamental of levels (irrelevant of sex) The other night we just lay and held each other, intertwined, after a while it felt as if we were one in both body, mind and sounds corny, but spirit as well. She tells me she was thinking just exactly the same thing :D )
In summary from all this seemingly useless data, my final, long term, pearly gates goal is this (for PE at least): In the length department; I really could not give a shit if I gain another inch or two, or nothing at all. But I’m not trying for it.
In the girth department, I want to get to at LEAST 6”, if not 6.5, or what the hell, maybe even 7, So I can claim to be without a doubt positively HUNG, and not put any doubt into my penis anymore. Although, I’m really not sure it would be wise to go that far without taking it very nice and cautious, making sure that SHE digs into that extra thickness, and it’s not just me thinking it will cure all my problems.
Control: I want to get back up to the level I achieved ages ago, as mentioned in another post, of being able to dry-cum several times in one session, purely for the sake of my partner. This may take some time, as my masturbatory habits kind of degraded over the last 2 years to the point of being totally pathetic :D
Anyways, this is getting far long enough already (sounds familiar from somewhere??) so, In closing, I hope that maybe someone has learned/gained something from this. These are just my experiences. I would appreciate any feedback/analysis/comments/flames… that is all… goodnight!!! :D