Need advice, lost libido
Hey guys I have been trying to get some good info on all this on my bodybuilding forum but no one over there really seems to care enough to post any replies to any of my questions.
Some of you know I was doing clamping and pumping consistently and my erections was great and my girl was just asking why I felt so good meaning my cock was super hard and bigger well 12 days ago I started my first cycle of Sustanon 250 (Steroids) to help me get my old size back before I had my shoulder reconstructed and being stronger would make a lot of things in my life easier to do.
So around this time of my first injection I run out of lube and my PE routines go to hell and I plan to get back into it in a few days and then this is when I took my first injection and I thought test injections would give me erections so hard they hurt but actually my erection quality immediately started to suffer! Ever since I have pretty much lost my erections and have ED. I don’t know if this has something to do with me stopping my PE work out or the injections of test fucked up something.
I tried to have sex 2 nights ago and I couldn’t get all the way hard I was pretty much soft and it was embarrassing to the point I wanted to cry guys lol I thought maybe my estrogen levels was out of control so maybe a week ago I started with Nolvadex and have been doing 20mg a day and I am waiting for arimidex (i also got some femara couldn’t decide which i wanted) to show up so I will try that when it gets here.
So tomorrow I am going to do some PE again, hanging with 2.5lbs and some jelqs see if that helps (strangely i hung 2.5lbs twice last night and had good morning wood today has my cock got to the point where it doesn’t work unless I PE?)
Now tonight I invited a girl down I went to high school with that I always wanted to get with but never could and on her way here I was stressing out thinking I was going to have ED so I took 15mg of Liquid Cialis I got from the research store CEM-MESO and when she got here we made it pretty much straight to my bed and I went down on her and oh my god I had never been with a girl with a body like this she was really petite with a big butt and I could lift her with one arm and her pussy was hard to get one finger in when I felt it my jaw dropped I couldn’t wait to feel that thing.
So I am working her over and just waiting and hoping my penis gets rock hard but it never does finally I finger her and where she doesn’t notice when I would bring my hand out I would slap my cock with it kind of secretly masturbating so finally it got hard enough for penetration and got in her and I didn’t know how hard I was yet so I was hoping I would bottom but I didn’t and it never got fully erect and to its full size which sucks because I was trying to measure up to her ex boyfriend and I don’t think I did so good lol. So half way I lose my erection completely while fucking her and I am like dang its too hot let me get some water so I get a glass of water and take another hit of 15mg of liquid Cialis and go back to her. Anyway I lost my erection for good and she left unsatisfied which sucks because I have a good crush on her.
Even if no one can help me it feels great to get that off my chest to my PE brothers lol. A last note, I am not into body building to look good and get girls though its a bonus, I love getting stronger it makes me feel like I can protect my friends and family (especially my daughter) better, just in case some of you are wondering how I can bring myself to use testosterone.
PE Goal: 7.5" NBP x 5.8" MSG