My goal is to be satisfied with my perception of my cock. In the past, I’ve had women tell me it’s big, but I still didn’t see it that way. Now that I’m 8.25 bp and — I think — just under 6” around my cock is finally starting to get the look and heft that makes me think it’s good sized.
I’m just doing maintenance on length and I haven’t measured girth since I was 5.75 back in October. I’ve been clamping fairly relentlessly since then, and I intend to keep doing it for at least a few more months.
I have some body dysmorphic disorder, I guess, because I still perceive myself as not that large even though statistically I am well over average now. I’ve done therapy and personal work to try to be more accepting of my dick-size. I concluded that the only way to really deal with it is to actually get bigger. That’s why I’m here.
I have one woman friend who always tells me stories about guys she’s fucked who had big cocks (a lot of them seem to be in Ireland). We haven’t had sex since March ‘05, but it’s starting to look like we might again soon. When we’ve talked about dick size she’s always said “aw, you have nothing to worry about.” Well, next time we fuck I’d like her to talk about me like she talks about those Paddys over there.