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Thanks for the comment guys. It just gets hard when you don’t see results in life. The strength from God will help me carry on.

Hi Guys,

Its hard to read this 4 years on and still see I’m stuck in the rut. I had both embolisation and microsurgery on varicocele which didn’t seem to return any of the size. I can’t seem to pe due to mild erectile dysfunction unsure if this is due to anxiety or hormonal issues caused from varicocele. I had the p shot without any effect.

I can’t seem to get over the fear that the varicocele somehow effected my penile development, I was recently called small at urinals by a randomer which has ruined my physc, however to counteract that around 10 or my 30 partners have said I have a big size 7.25 x5,25.

I’ve been going to therapy to help my OCD/anxiety without much effect.

Any advice/help would be appreciated as I’m at breaking point.

Those mother f*cking urinal hecklers…

Have you ever come across Sam Harris’s perspective on free will? Watch his talk on free will on YouTube. SPOILER ALERT: there is no free will… No idea set has freed me from worry and pain like that one. It dissolved most hatred i had and anxieties. Quelled my pride and self criticism. It seems like understanding that there is no free will would be incredibly depressing. But it has been liberating, comforting, and helped me get on with my life.


Start: Dec 2016 BPEL: 6.125" MEG: 5.5" (5' - 9" 264 lb)

Curr: Oct 2017 BPEL: 6.75" MEG: 5.625" (5' - 9" 245 lb)

Goal: 7.5" x 6" .......I want to win the dick swinging contest.

Thanks for reply, I listened to his talk… I’ll be honest a lot went straight over my head. What was your takeaway from this ?

Paul

Originally Posted by ghostman
Thanks for reply, I listened to his talk… I’ll be honest a lot went straight over my head. What was your takeaway from this ?

Paul

That Free Will is an illusion.

That when we seemingly make choices we forget that we did not have any control over what the available options were…out of our

That our decision making mechanism was not self made, but crafted from our temperament and life experiences. Also no way I’m our control.

So when you are prideful, feel good but know that you are not ultimately responsible..same goes for sorrow.

When you hate someone, know that they did not choose to be this way, that they just are. This kindof dissolves hatred..takes away it’s punch

When someone loves you, they didn’t choose to, they just do. It doesn’t take away from the beauty of it either.


Start: Dec 2016 BPEL: 6.125" MEG: 5.5" (5' - 9" 264 lb)

Curr: Oct 2017 BPEL: 6.75" MEG: 5.625" (5' - 9" 245 lb)

Goal: 7.5" x 6" .......I want to win the dick swinging contest.

Originally Posted by ghostman
Hi Guys,

Its hard to read this 4 years on and still see I’m stuck in the rut. I had both embolization and microsurgery on varicocele which didn’t seem to return any of the size. I can’t seem to PE due to mild erectile dysfunction unsure if this is due to anxiety or hormonal issues caused by varicocele. I had the p shot without any effect.

I can’t seem to get over the fear that the varicocele somehow affected my penile development, I was recently called small at urinals by a randomer which has ruined my physc, however, to counteract that around 10 or my 30 partners have said I have a big size 7.25 x5,25.

I’ve been going to therapy to help my OCD/anxiety without much effect.

Any advice/help would be appreciated as I’m at breaking point.

You know those girls who are sexy as fuck but still think they are fat? I think you have that going with your dick. I started at just 5.5” hard as a rock and I literally never had a complaint from a partner. Some old friend did say I had a small dick but that guy was just an insecure dick trying to put attention elsewhere other than himself. Anything over 7” is big and above average so I think it is good that you are seeing a Psychologist for the disconnect between the reality of your situation.

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