Originally Posted by The_Deadpool
Well Depressed means not that kind of depressed who wanted to end his life or something like that but I am stressed sometimes over some topics.I don’t have a job right now. I am a software engineer but chose to be a freelancer for now. Wanted to have some personal / family time like some time off
From studies and you know IT jobs are quite boring sometimes.
No medications. I am not on any meds right now. I am a little overweight.
The reason of not loosing the virginity is that it’s a taboo here in our country to have sex outside marriage or to have premarital sex and I am saving my virginity for my marriage I guess. I am quite a romantic guy and love does counts a lot. I mean the relationship which is long lasting really matters to me. I want to marry a girl and have kids with her and want to be with her only. That’s what love means to me.
I am quite a shy guy. I don’t know the reasons but I was like , kind of introvert from the beginning. I am just like the way I was 20 years back. I don’t know the reasons but that’s how I am.
I had a bad habit of watching porn since I was 16 years of age and I am kind of masturbating since that age only.
So these are some facts about me.
I hope now I can have some guidelines and solutions maybe.
But thanks for replying anyways.
Well, that gives me a lot of good indications.
- Depressed no, but certainly stressed. No job, starting eventually as a freelancer - all that is a high stress to your mind. And EQ has a lot to do with your mind.
- No meds: perfect, one potential reason can be eliminated.
- Porn consumption: first of all, congratulations for quitting. This will change your libido pretty soon. But do not be surprised if you first have a moment with low libido - your brain is simply missing porn as stimulus. But this changes soon.
- A bit overweight: well, IT is not an outdoor job. We (I’m in IT too) are basically all couch potatoes. So you have to change that. First think about how to loose some weight. Try my hint with Le site officiel de la Méthode Montignac For me it’s working. Second: start to praise the temple.of your body and do some fitness. The easiest thing is walking. Just make your 10-15’000 steps per day and that changes a lot.
- Being shy: well, maybe you are a bit the typical programmer, a little introverted, but there is nothing wrong with that. You seem to care about your family - extend that circle to your friends and your friend’s friends. Just go out and have more social contacts - you still can remain being yourself. But having more contacts helps you to overcome a part of your shyness if you consider it as limiting or disturbing element.
- A practical thing to start with regarding PE is Kegel exercises. Learn to control your penis.
- And then let’s be candid about masturbation. It is not a bad thing - just a lot of men do it "mechanically" with the unique goal of reaching the orgasm. Look at it differently, consider masturbation as great pleasure you want to enjoy as long as possible each time you do it. Do it less and do it better. Go slow and be very focused. Learn about edging - that, by the way, helps PE too. And then, if you allow yourself an orgasm, it has to be mind-shattering. Anything less is not worth it.
Finally sex and marriage. Yes, that’s a personal choice and I respect your choice. Don’t put yourself under stress abozt that. You say you are a pretty romantic guy. Then it’s great to wait for Ms. Perfect. Forget Pattaya, that would probably be the wrong approach because you only find sex there but not love. And love is what you’re looking for.
I think you are just stressed and have some signs of porn-inducted erection difficulties. The first you can change by maybe finding a job - as employee, because freelancing is stress! . The second you just did start to eliminate the root-cause.
And all the rest will be done through a bit more socialising, starting fitness and getting into PE. So that Ms Perfect will get a Mr Perfect too :-)
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