Why cant I get an erection??
All this time I thought my ED was physically related because I have not had any morning erections (with the exception of the occasional pee hard on) for quite a few years, has now proven incorrect. I woke up in the dead of night with a monster!
It was about 3.30 am and I normally am dead to the world but when I came to, I felt something that I could not believe ..a full on erection so engorged that it was near beer can girth that I could barely get my hands all the way around it! It was a complete erection too, that included the CS and a fully bloated glans not like pee erections that have a deflated CS and glans. My shaft pointed straight up to the ceiling and was making a tent out of my bed covers instead of the normal lying on my thigh or belly.
This was a super firm raging monster that was so big, it was as if I had left it in a high powered vacuum pump and forgot to remove it and fell asleep with it pumping. I thought I was dreaming but I wasn’t as I began to stoke it and squeeze to feel the inedible firmness that I have not experienced in years.
Then, as I am masturbating, I start to really wake up and realize that I am not imagining and it is really happening, my non existing confidence starts to kick in and I start to panic and think I am not going to be able to maintain it for very long and I quickly turned the light on to find my baby oil for some serious masturbating to maintain such a big and hard erection that has lately been impossible for me to achieve, before it would fade away. I wanted to keep this giant up for as long as possible!
As I am lubing up my meat and continue to masturbate, I began to realize that I was barely awake and my total lack of self confidence was already making me worry about going soft and that I could still be sound asleep with a raging hard monster that could be effortlessly maintained on its own while I am dreaming.
I kept masturbating until it began to fade after a few minutes and jelqed for a while longer. I thought of getting out my pump but I thought it not a good idea pushing it again so soon and decided to let it rest a while.
I could not fall back to sleep so after nearly an hour I got another better than semi on and kept it going for an hour or two then got up and made a coffee.
I am now happy to know that my penis is working properly and I have no physical problem with it but it now appears that my brain has been programmed with the wrong information.
That brings me back to the question as to why I can’t get a full on erection and maintain it?
I hope to be able to get full on erections on demand and be able to maintain them again. Also it would be nice to get involuntary erections during the day once again, too.
I would love to get one as big as the one that I woke up with when I’m in a room alone with several hot females that notice it pulling up my pants leg. They will easily see a large glans and my dorsal vein visible through my pants especially when its past halfway to my knee! They may tell each other about what they are seeing and when several hot girls are together one of them may take charge and demand that I let them take my hard cock out of my pants so they could test it out
I could get lucky and have sex with several girls at once! It could make up for some of what I’ve been missing.
Has anyone ever run into this and was able to get over it or not?
Any other thoughts or ideas?
My current dimensions: flaccid: 8" x 6.5" erect: 9.5" x 7.125" glans: soft length:1.825" soft diameter 1.65" firm length:2.286" firm diameter:1.90"
Goal: flaccid: 9" x 7" (.1" length .5" girth) erect: 10" x 8" ( .5" length 1" girth) glans: soft length: 2.25" soft diameter: 2" firm length: 2.5" firm diameter: 2.25"
Ultimate goal: flaccid: 10" x 8" erect: 11.5" x 9.75" glans: soft length: 2.5" soft diameter: 2.25" firm length: 4" firm diameter: 3" In other words: A big, fat elephant cock!