Working Towards a MONSTER Dick

A bit about my PE history I started reading threads on Thunders back in 2005 while I was still in high school and decided to try out the newbie routine. I quickly gained about 0.25 inch in length over the course of 4-5 months I attribute this mostly to better EQ. From there I went on to buy a vac extender which I would wear around the house for hours at a time. I believe I gained about another 0.5 inches during this period. This was between 2004-2008 so the numbers are a little fuzzy. Overall I gained a little under an inch of length. I never measured girth I thought it was all about the length.

Fast forward to college and I switched to using a pump wrapped in a heating pad at low pressure since I broke my vac extender. If memory serves the plastic part you hooked the vacuum tube to snapped off. I would wear the pump and play World of Warcraft for a few hours a couple of times a week. This is when I got my first real injury I had a pretty gnarly blister on the top of my penis that left a dark discoloration after it healed. Honestly I stopped measuring at this point because I was getting frustrated seeing no noticeable gains. I ended up getting myself a bib hanger soon after and added that to my routine. I would hang about 5lbs for 10-20 minutes a couple of times a week, but I wasn’t very consistent.

In 2011 I graduated from college and started my first job giving up on PE entirely. I would occasionally do a few jelqs or stretches in the shower if I could remember, but nothing serious I was also in my first real relationship at the time so I didn’t have a lot of privacy. Towards the end of that relationship she actually bought me a penismaster that I would wear around the apartment for a couple of hours a day. I started getting into Red Pill / PAU stuff which at the time sounded great, but ended up killing that relationship and would be a big source of anxiety in my current one. I took another break from PE after we split tough times this was at the end of 2014.

Sometime in 2015 I remember I finally got a ruler out to measure my dick and I was blown away. I was just a bit over 6.5 inches! I was floored! Also around that time I actually had a few girls tell me that I was big! This was completely new for me. I was seeing a few girls on and off during this time and living the good life I was Chad Thundercock. Well one of the girls I was seeing ended up becoming my current girlfriend and she ended up moving in with me in late 2015. Sex was great! My ego loved how much she was into me. Things seemed like they were working out. Then we had our daughter in 2017 and the relationship changed. Life started getting serious. I wasn’t the care free cocky guy with a “big dick” anymore. My girlfriend stopped feeding my ego like she had been doing and was focused rightly so on our child.

Insecurity started to creep back in and this is when the self inflicted gun shot wounds to my ego started. My girlfriend is a very sexual person and much more experienced when it comes to sex than I am. I was blissfully unaware of that fact until I went looking for it. Like the day we were having a pretty chill Sunday and I offhandedly asked what’s the most times she’d orgasm ed in a day. I stupidly assumed that maybe she got really high one night and went a little nuts with a Hitachi wand or something. Nope, fragile ego was not expecting her to say 60 times, back to back, in under an hour with straight PIV sex no vibrators or anything.

She did the best she could to try to minimize “It was kind of painful, the orgasms weren’t as intense as with you, etc.” My mouth was on the floor. Realizing that there is a guy out there who made my girlfriend cum 60 times in an hour when I’m lucky to manage once or twice lately? Big oof.. Then again more recently I saw a text she sent to a friend both of them reminiscing about their “old lives” and how big their partners had been in the past. Her words “I used to take MONSTER dicks.” Fuck me. These were some very intense ego shattering revelations. It’s been very humbling to say the least.

Fortunately for me she’s still very much into me, sex is still good, and I have the greatest resource for PE on the planet, Thunders! It’s crazy to think had I not found Thunders years ago and stayed at 5.4 inches this might have been much more demoralizing to hear. Now it’s become a challenge I know that I can get bigger. This is going to hopefully be the start of my journey towards having a MONSTER dick!

Love the story man! Have also been down that road! I am just starting PE myself and would love to hear what your routine is gonna be?

I appreciate the very candid story. A while back I had thought that I was the only one that had been with my wife. Come to find out there was someone else when we had broken up for a few months and she was scared to tell me. She told me he wasn’t as big but who really knows. I do know how you feel to a certain extent. Keep your head up and get bigger, just remember it’s not everything!

The most important thing is not to lose heart. a lot of guys will take a lot of liberty to damage their egos excessively whenever they feel like they’re not the best. There’s no reason for that and I applaud you for taking the high road.

8x6! Where you been?!

you would not have that problem if you married a virgin, lul…

sigh, i miss the good old days =(

60 times in an hour bloody hell!!!! I didn’t even know thats possible so I would take what she’s saying serious about not being intense.

Indeed, an orgasm every minute for an hour does sound like an exaggeration…

The old “I had one bigger than you” refrain is so common from women that you could start a new thread on that entire topic. But this one adds an entirely new dimension: “I used to take MONSTER dicks.” Wow.

From my experience I believe very little of what she’s said is accurate.

Some women are indeed very orgasmic so a high count could be realistic. What I struggle with is the 60 with an ex vs 2 with the op. If she’s highly orgasmic then she would have more experiences of high orgasm count. If she’s not highly orgasmic and 60 is accurate then something else (chemicals?) had to be involved to get her there.

Or this is another example of an exaggerated memory.

Jon the key thing for you to focus on is that “she’s into you and sex is good”. Everything else is an unnecessary distraction which can negatively impact your relationship and your PE goals. Good luck in your journey!

Divorce her.

Uh, don’t follow this idiotic advice.

I believe nothing… 1 per minute must be ridicule orgasms at the least… mosquito-bite orgasm

After about 5 orgasms…no woman I’ve been with continues to count. Ever. They are too busy cumming and having a good time to care!

I deny the possibility then I decry the claim on the basis of an obvious tall tale between giggling girls. Dudes tell tall tales all the time. Why do we assume women don’t?

Where’s the logic?

Thank you guys seriously, it means a lot to hear I’m not alone here. I don’t want to focus too much on my girlfriend I’ll just say that she is a very sexual person and as much as my ego would love for these to be exaggerations I don’t doubt her for a second. I’m trying to focus on the positive fact that she is still into me and sex is still good. My ego will heal. I’m still putting a routine together, actually going through a lot of your posts thoughtfulgold. They’ve been a huge help! I’ll keep you guys posted.