Started PE because Ex GF claimed I have a small penis
My last ex claimed that one of the reasons she broke up with me was that she had “never seen a penis as small as [mine].” She broke up with me and gave me reasons that I did not believe for I saw inconsistencies with them. Then, after I pressed and pressed for the reason, she said she had already told me all the reasons but there was another one she did not tell me because she did not want me to be hurt. She then alluded to the racial stereotype by saying: it is the same reason she broke up with the other Filipino guy. When she said that I knew what she was referring to. I pressed and pressed because I wanted to hear it from her. I could not believe it either because, if that was the reason, and that supposing it is true that she had been with the Filipino guy with a small one, since stayed with me for 10 months and she wanted a serious long term relationship, and most likely my size was not going to change(until I discovered PE and this site. How any women know about PE? My ex certainly did not know it), that could not possibly be the reason. She would not have come back after the third or even second night if she was a size queen. We have spoke again and she said that she only said the emasculating words because I kept on pressing and pressing and that I did not believe her initial reasons. Then, we spoke again. She said she is super happy with the new guy. This can be also a lie that she may not be a a new guy. I asked how big he is. She said, she does not care. Also, I remember she complaining that 2 fingers hurt. ( I always use lube when I fingered her.) The size (Width, Length, and Girth) of my index and middle fingers are absolutely smaller than my being. Ergo, the size was not an or the issue because she stayed that long and she knew my size all along, my two fingers hurt, and that she does not care about the size of her new lover.
According to many statistics out there, depending on which journal, the average BPEL and EG are: between 5-6 inches and 4.4-5.3 inches, respectively. Considering standard deviation, because I started with 6BPEL and 4.6EG, I have always considered my length being, at least, average. I have never been comfortable with my girth because 4.6 is below the 4.8 average albeit within half standard deviation. What she said really traumatized me. I am thankful for this site and the concept of PE. Now, within four months, I have transformed from 6BPEL and 4.6 EG to 6.3BPEL and 4.8 EG. I have also lost weight; thus, the length increase may be attributable to it. Also, I take Tribulus, Gingko, L Arginine, and Mucuna Pruriens.
For those of you who had similar experience or have knowledge about this, please feel free to give some feedback. Logic dictates that my penis size was not really a substantial concern to my ex GF for the aforementioned reasons; but I still want to be at least 7 BPEL and 5.25 EG.