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Hey guys, I have been lurking here for a few months and finally decided to start a thread on my story and struggle with performance anxiety and my personal progress!

I’m very thankful for this online resource and hope that others are as interested in my journey as I have been while reading others progress reports and posts.

A few years ago, after a divorce at age 29, I began my single journey with a raging hard 6.5 ish inch cock and a healthy libido. I then found myself having sex with lots of women from different age ranges and desires, attractivity levels and body types. I was trying them all out and I was having a blast. Lots of great sex. I was having fun learning from some older women as well as teaching some younger more naive girls what it was like to have fun satisfying sex. Most were happy with just FWB type relationships and some clung right on to me which I often brushed away. I was enjoying being single.

I then began a relationship with a toxic person. I didn’t realize this at first but it became apparent after about 6 months of our sporadic relationship. I guess this was my karma for being so sexually inhibited for a year or so. It was bound to crash at some point.

She was a gorgeous green eyed girl, a couple years older than me, beautiful curves, tight c sized tits, perfect pussy 5’2" about 120 lbs, loved sex and no limits in the bedroom just like me. My shallow heart was in love 😍

We had great sex at first for the first few months then there was an instance where I drank a bit too much one night and could not maintain an erection, much to her haste. She belittled me about it, in a degrading way and so began my journey down the wormhole known as PERFORMANCE ANXIETY.

We stayed together for another few months, trying to make things work but everything just kept getting worse, especially my erections. I could always get one initially, but often times it petered out once my worry started.

Long story short, we broke up, I resumed courting multiple ladies for fun and entertainment and had a few embarrassing moments, unfortunately, still related to my past experiences. I decided to start focusing on myself and avoiding the amount of sex I was used to. I ordered a pump custom to my size and decided to start working on me.

Hey guys, I have been lurking here for a few months and finally decided to start a thread on my story and struggle with performance anxiety and my personal progress!

I’m very thankful for this online resource and hope that others are as interested in my journey as I have been while reading others progress reports and posts.

A few years ago, after a divorce at age 29, I began my single journey with a raging hard 6.5 ish inch cock and a healthy libido. I then found myself having sex with lots of women from different age ranges and desires, attractivity levels and body types. I was trying them all out and I was having a blast. Lots of great sex. I was having fun learning from some older women as well as teaching some younger more naive girls what it was like to have fun satisfying sex. Most were happy with just FWB type relationships and some clung right on to me which I often brushed away. I was enjoying being single.

I then began a relationship with a toxic person. I didn’t realize this at first but it became apparent after about 6 months of our sporadic relationship. I guess this was my karma for being so sexually inhibited for a year or so. It was bound to crash at some point.

She was a gorgeous green eyed girl, a couple years older than me, beautiful curves, tight c sized tits, perfect pussy 5’2" about 120 lbs, loved sex and no limits in the bedroom just like me. My shallow heart was in love 😍

We had great sex at first for the first few months then there was an instance where I drank a bit too much one night and could not maintain an erection, much to her haste. She belittled me about it, in a degrading way and so began my journey down the wormhole known as PERFORMANCE ANXIETY.

We stayed together for another few months, trying to make things work but everything just kept getting worse, especially my erections. I could always get one initially, but often times it petered out once my worry started.

Long story short, we broke up, I resumed courting multiple ladies for fun and entertainment and had a few embarrassing moments, unfortunately, still related to my past experiences. I decided to start focusing on myself and avoiding the amount of sex I was used to. I ordered a pump custom to my size and decided to start working on me.