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Hello Everyone,

I’ve just discovered this place recently after being motivated to start thinking about PE again. I first was introduced to the idea back in the early 2000’s, and I briefly gave it a go. The wife (at the time) never had any complaints but it was kind of a personal experiment then. I noted girth gains but she asked me to stop. So I left it alone, but the thought of wanting to go back always stayed in my mind to some degree.

Over the years I had few girlfriends and no complaints, and positive comments at times, but like most men I still always felt some level of wanting more or at least wanting to know if I could be more. I figure its just natural for a man (and likely women as well) to have those thoughts

As for my motivation, its a bit egocentric but I’m not ashamed of it. The current woman in my life recently revealed to me that she believes her first was, in her words, "probably 8 or 9 inches." I never thought that hearing that would bother me as much as it does, but it really did a number on me. And with that I found you all.

So here I am, absolutely motivated to make gains and be comparable to something that she isn’t even actually sure of. But to be honest I’m glad for it, because this is something that I’ve wanted before. So if it takes feelings of competition to get me going, I welcome it.

So here is where I begin my journey:
- Age 40
- Weight 296lbs
- BPEL 7in
- EG 5.75in

Please note that those numbers are my 100% EQ, but I’m pretty sure my average EQ sits around 80 to 90%.

As for my goals, the dream is of course to be 8 or 9 inches. But my realistic goals are BPEL 7.5in, EG 6in, growing my flaccid length to 5 inches. Currently its atrociously small most of the time, with a lot of turtling on a regular basis, and I believe that’s due to my fat pad. Which is why I’ve already starting working on losing weight with the goal of 200lbs. If I didn’t grow a single centimeter anywhere else but my flaccid length, I’d be satisfied with that.

For full disclosure, I started my PE a week ago as well as my weight loss. I want to update this thread every 6 weeks or so for myself and for anyone who may want to read the progress of others.

Thank you all for welcoming me to the path.

Hello Everyone,

I’ve just discovered this place recently after being motivated to start thinking about PE again. I first was introduced to the idea back in the early 2000’s, and I briefly gave it a go. The wife (at the time) never had any complaints but it was kind of a personal experiment then. I noted girth gains but the asked me to stop. So I left it alone, but the thought of wanting to go back always stayed in my mind to some degree.

Over the years I had few girlfriends and no complaints, and positive comments at times, but like most men I still always felt some level of wanting more or at least wanting to know if I could be more. I figure its just natural for a man (and likely women as well) to have those thoughts

As for my motivation, its a bit egocentric but I’m not ashamed of it. The current woman in my life recently revealed to me that she believes her first was, in her words, "probably 8 or 9 inches." I never thought that hearing that would bother me as much as it does, but it really did a number on me. And with that I found you all.

So here I am, absolutely motivated to make gains and be comparable to something that she isn’t even actually sure of. But to be honest I’m glad for it, because this is something that I’ve wanted before. So if it takes feelings of competition to get me going, I welcome it.

So here is where I begin my journey:
- Age 40
- Weight 296lbs
- BPEL 7in
- EG 5.75in

Please note that those numbers are my 100% EQ, but I’m pretty sure my average EQ sits around 80 to 90%.

As for my goals, the dream is of course to be 8 or 9 inches. But my realistic goals are BPEL 7.5in, EG 6in, growing my flaccid length to 5 inches. Currently its atrociously small most of the time, with a lot of turtling on a regular basis, and I believe that’s due to my fat pad. Which is why I’ve already starting working on losing weight with the goal of 200lbs. If I didn’t grow a single centimeter anywhere else but my flaccid length, I’d be satisfied with that.

For full disclosure, I started my PE a week ago as well as my weight loss. I want to update this thread every 6 weeks or so for myself and for anyone who may want to read the progress of others.

Thank you all for welcoming me to the path.