PE is complicating my life.
I live with my family so I have to stealth PE at night. Even if they knew what I was doing and didn’t care (my parents are very against all of this), they would still be constantly knocking on the bathroom door urging me to hurry up so I PE at night. Even after everyone has gone to bed, I need to wait until they all fall asleep otherwise any noise I made would draw attention to the bathroom. I normally don’t start until 11:30-11:45 and I finish around 1:00-1:30.
I work at a fast food joint. Typically, they have me start work at 11:30 AM. I take the bus. The last bus until 12:47 (which is past the time I start) leaves at 9:12 and so I always have to get up early to go into town. Going to bed at 1:00 and waking up at 7:30 is NOT fun at all. It’s affecting how I work sometimes. There are days that I am fine working on the register but if I try to throw orders together and get them to the customers it can be disastrous sometimes. I make stupid mistakes and I have trouble working quickly. This lack of sleep not only makes me feel like shit but also can seriously affect my job performance.
I don’t know why I’m telling you all of this. Like others have said, this PE community is really the only group of people who understand. You all are the only ones I can really talk to about something like this. I guess I just wanted to vent a little bit. It’s all worth it though as I see my penis get bigger and bigger. I’m not asking for advice or solutions but if anyone wants to comment that’s fine.