My small penis and insecurities, and my last hope.
A little background about me,
Objectively I grew with a decent height of 6”1, and a fairly decent athletic physique with an attractive face.
But the only cursing me and my life is my penis size.
Currently my measure are 4.7 BPEL, and 4” GIRTH at the thickest point.
I’m 22 years old and till then, this has affected my self esteem and relationships with women. Having grown up in puberty watching porn, I see all these men with huge dongs pleasuring to orgasms with their big schlongs.
When I look at my little thing I feel so discouraged to even seek a women.
When I look at the mirror the only thing out of proportionate is my penis, it looks like a baby’s dick compared to my body. I don’t know how to live with this, their are some days I feel very depressed because I believe will women reject me as soon as as they see my tool.
I really don’t feel like a man or fill fulfilled with the size I have. I don’t take chances with women or go through that extra step for sex because I believe they will reject me on sight, or after sex.
Well that’s enough of my background, and now I’m here to really change. My ideal goal ATM would be to aim for 6” x 5”. I would also like to get to this measurements (if possible) as quick as possible, even if that means I have to sacrifice hours a day to achieve these lengths. My ideal length would be 7.5x5(which I’ve read on this forum to be ideal), but I’ve been inconsistent on and off with PE and I feel it hasn’t grown one bit.
Do you guys believe I can achieve such a size?, I really feel lack and my manlihood is taken away, I want to be able to give women deep orgasms, but I feel it’s not possible with such a small dick.
I do have a porn addiction, and now I’m trying to quit porn and cut masturbation , cause that also effects my self esteem.