Secret World of a Small Penis
I woke up this morning and did my usual PE routine and afterward glanced (OK stared) at my dick in the mirror and saw how much larger it is now in relation to what it use to be. (It once was 5.5 NBPEL and now 7.5 NBPEL, plus and inch more in EG). Sometimes I remeasure again and again because it is so damn hard to believe. I look at the old mark on the ruler and become so thrilled in what I have gained (in 2 1/2 years).
I also started to think about my former secret world I kept. I believe it affected on my whole life. God, is it great to be free from the bondage of that horrible world. I know 5 1/2 inches doesn’t sound that small to some, but if you saw my shrunken, flaccid penis you would have never guessed that it would even have gotten that “big.” This was the secret that I kept from the world, even my former wife. I was so ashamed, that a big strapping 6’ 2” athletic guy had a “tiny” weenie!
I started a thread a while back called insecurities of a small penis and went through some of my fears I had. They were showers, doctors, skinny dipping, peeing, shrinkage after sex, and even the morgue (for fear of laughing at it while I was dead). I believe it had some affect on my mental health because I obsessed so much about it. But, if I didn’t obsess I would be free from that “curse” now.
I know many think a larger penis is only a scam or a pipe dream. Look the the Penis Enlargement market out there trying to cash in on our insecurities. I get bombarded with email all the time about patches, pills, etc. Don’t waste your money on that or surgery. Natural (free) PE is really the only real path.
Anyway, I wrote this only to encourage. It has been a while since I have posted. But, I feel obliged to write when I can because I would not be here where I am today without the support and encouragement of others on this site. I am grateful to Thunder SS!
Best to all,