A "What's the point" moment
Have you ever experienced a moment in your PE career when you just thought “what’s the point in doing all of this”? Let me explain. When my wife and I were first dating, the subject of size came up and she admitted that I was one of the “smaller” guys she had been with (I was 5.75” at the time). It also came out in later conversations that the guy she dumped to be with me had the biggest one she had ever seen. Needless to say, this gave me a bit of a complex about my size. Don’t get me wrong, my wife always seemed to be genuinely uninterested in size and we’ve always had a decent sex life. Fast forward 18 years. I now have and extra inch and a half from my original size and she has never noticed. Anatomically we are probably not the greatest match. I was on the low side of average and she has a fairly large vagina (having two kid by natural child birth has done nothing to improve that situation either). We are fairly uninhibited in the bedroom and incorporate several toys into our play, one of which is a silicone sleeve extender. When I put this thing on, I’d say I measure in at around 9X7” and she can take it to the hilt.. Easily. She doesn’t ask me to use it very often, but she always seems to really enjoy it when I do. My point is: no amount of PE will ever get me into the range of this toy or her past “hung” boyfriend. I primarily do PE for myself and it is a self confidence booster. But, It’s frustrating to know that the woman that I will (hopefully) be sleeping with the rest of my life will never notice the the gains I’ve made or that it does not seem to give her any extra pleasure.