Hey man, I’m going to try and top your story. I have a dick that varies between 4-4.5” EL, and so so girth. It looks small, although after doing PE for a while, it seems to look bigger, although the ruler is saying otherwise. Fuck the ruler. I also have a larger concern than my small penis. Lol. That is I was also born with a thing called hypospadias, which is where the urethra doesn’t develop during the womb, so the Doc’s have to pull the foreskin over your penis to create a kind of canvas which forms a urethra. However, over the years, it fucked up, and looked like a red, raw, scraggly hunk of deformed veiny skin on my cock. I’ve recently gone through 2 operations to have it refixed properly, the first of which left my dick as a split sausage when they removed the ‘canvas’. No joke. And I was doing PE at first, because I hoped it would not only get bigger, but stretch the loose skin so it looked more normal.
Anyway, I have grown up with sexual inhibitions, naturally, but as I got older, I’m 22 now, I’ve begun to stop giving a fuck. It’s looking better, but it’s still small, and I’m sticking at PE too. One thing guys always say on the internet is ‘When you meet a girl who loves you, it won’t matter’ and ‘You can use your hands and tongue to satisfy her’ etc etc. Yeah, thanks guys, that’s exactly what every guy wants, to be a domesticated love puppy, who gives everything a girl wants by going down on her every night. Wrong. I don’t even like going down on girls. In fact, like most guys my age, I’m not really looking for ‘the one’, at least not really, I want to hook up with hot babes and have one night stands, have three ways and get head off drunk girls at parties. And I can. The first thing you need to do, is change your mentality, and for this I’d seriously recommend looking into the whole pick up scene, maybe read ‘the game’ by Neil Strauss. It’s the same kettle of fish we’re all eating from, except it actually helps you change your mentality from trying to play up to these standards we *think* women require of us, when in fact if you take the old saying ‘fuck it’ to heart, and start appreciating yourself, you’ll be able to be the best, and possibly most successful lover in the world.
Basically, don’t be a self made pussy. We all come here initially because we’ve had idea’s of masculinity shoved down our throats that have severely coerced our egos into doing PE, working out like mad, trying to sleep with as many women as possible, getting into pointless fights, etc etc. Liberate yourself from these idea’s, and in turn liberate yourself from yourself, and then you won’t sweat about this stuff. I’m not saying give up PE, but I’m saying do it for yourself, rather than stretching for five years and walking up to a women and saying ‘Is this good enough yet’? Women ARE NOT gods. Fuck it, they don’t even know what they want half the time. And at the same time, they are the most loving creatures you could ever meet, and that’s why we come together in these little online groups and try and win them over. My advice to you would be start doing the unthinkably scary things, such as trying to sleep with a women WITHOUT explaining yourself if you get her back to your place with ‘Oh, yeah, about my penis.’. Be bold, break your comfort zones, and walk into the fire, and feel brave afterwards. Remember, bravery only comes afterwards, everyone has to do the things that they fear whilst shitting themselves. But often less than five minutes in, the fear transcends to a dizzy rush of exhilaration and freedom, optimism and opportunity.
So yeah, voyage out of your safety zone, and embrace your life. Make the big dicked guys wish they had small dicks, so they could be like you. Remember dude, we’re all going to die someday, and there’s no such thing as seriousness in eternity, so live the life YOU want to live because NO ONE, and NOTHING has the power to tell you otherwise.
Thanks,
Dozed.