Ongoing injury, Please Read?
Please read this long post, it is very serious. And I have tried to be has honest and precise as I possibly can. Vets and people who’s profession that deal with this sort off stuff please chime in.
Hi, I am a 20 year old male and I am very scared that I might of permanently damaged my penis glans. I was using penis exercises(jelqing/stretching) and I used a extender. Since using them I have desensitized my penis glans to the point where I can feel little to no sensation on the underside of my glans, and on other parts of the glans where I can feel sensation has been desensitized a lot. I have tiny blood spots on the glans and red patches on the glans also.
I am uncircumcised and before I did these exercises the glans were so sensitive to the touch I would be aroused. But now it takes much more pressure and friction for my penis to become aroused. I can not even feel hot or cold water on the glans anymore.
I cant believe I let it get this far, I really didn’t pay much attention, I know I am STUPID! This injury could be ongoing for over a couple of years(not really sure how long), I never really let it heal or rest, because when I wasn’t PE’ing I would masturbate or have sex. And now my erections are nowhere near as good as they were before PE, I don’t get any morning/night wood. The sensitivity is also nowhere near how it used to be. Before if my penis head touched the inside of my boxers it would be so uncomfortable but now I don’t even feel it. I am so worried, will my glans ever be the same as before I pe’d?
I can get a good erection while sitting but when standing its about a 1/4inch to 1/2inch smaller. Why is that?
Another problem is that my flaccid can feel stiff and abit cold occasionally.
Here is a little back ground. (I was young, stupid and nieve) Between doing all of this their were gaps where I didn’t PE at all.
I joined massive member PE site. Where my technique was poor and I remember always being hard while jelqing because it wouldn’t subside, but I continued to jelq anyway. I didn’t stretch then as it was not an exercise on their site. I think occasionally I had poor erection.
Bought a jes extender which hurt like hell. Think the longest I used it was 3 weeks in one go. I tried using it again a couple of times after that, which probably only last a week or so. I think some desensitizing could have took place here.
I used a kaplan pump. I over did that using too much pressure up to 10Hg. I only used that occasionally and stopped after a week or so. I think around this time I noticed poor erections.
My memory is a bit haizey here. I think I PE’d using manual exercises. Not consistently though. Maybe a 2 weeks here and their. My longest period probably being a month.
(I think I noticed a lot of desensitizing between 2005/07. But it was probably a gradual process from the beginning).
I got a vacuum hanger. Used it for a month. I think I used it for 4 hours at a time doing 2 sets, so a total of 8 hours per day, I hung 3lbs.
I noticed discolouration on the tip of the glans. I then took a break from PE to get rid of the discolouration.
Got a penimaster rarely used it. It hurt to use it and sent my glans a really dark colour every time I used it. So I stopped using.
I also have a bib, I never used it.
December 2007 until now I have not PE’d. But have not rested either(meaning I masturbated a lot between this time). Not up until 3 weeks ago I have given proper rest (masturbated about 5 times in this time frame no sex at all).I have noticed some bruising has gone down and a more healthier pinky colour has returned on parts of the glans. But no sensitivity has returned.
Is their any hope for recovery.
I would like to say that I do still have some sensation and can get off. Just to some up all of the above: I have poor erections while standing, I cant attain an erection for long like I used to(especially while standing) nor can I get an erection as easy as I could before, stiff and cold flaccid occasionally,red dots and patches on glans and some yellowish bruising, and all of the above mentioned sensitivity problems.
I am really scared and very embarrassed to tell my GP(what would I tell him?).
I have wrote in here just too ask for some professional or good advice on if their is any treatment that could restore the loss of sensitivity or just something that I could be doing which would help it heal quicker. Also I would like to know if it is to do with the nerves? And please try to answer questions that are scattered through out this post. (I know its long, sorry)
Could you also advise me on what sort of doctors I should see and possible treatments?
Ask me any questions I will answer them the best I can. I just want to get off to a wise an healthy start to recovery?
Please help? Thankyou.