My dick has been numb and flaccid for 4 days
Could you move this to injuries please, I am sorry, thanks in advance.
Hi I’m not that active in forums in general so please don’t think my post is “trolling” to give you bad rep.
This winter my life was pretty miserable, I’ve since improved my life situation a lot but now I’m worried .
I’ve started PE this winter so roughly 7-8 months ago. I kept at it for maybe 3 months and got great results quick (I’ve probably used to much force all too quick).
My dick hurt back then but it was so little and happened very rarely and not while stretching and jelqing which I did in the shower, I also dry stretched with low force flaccid, maybe 40% jelq 60% stretch(50%dry/shower).
All this was done while never erect.
I also have had a pulsating feeling since maybe 1-2 months after winter that was also minor but happened more than the minor pain(albeit very rarely too).
Anyhow I went from 5.8 to 6.3 inches and was so happy, it however felt like my erections from the period which I stopped till now was more random in regards to strength. If I rested for like 3 days between times it was really good, if not I frankly used a bit of a death grip which is the crux of my situation I sadly think(not insane hard but too hard in retrospect).
Fast forward til 2 weeks from today ->
Last week I’ve been very horny(don’t know why exact) but also noticing what I thought was bad (I told myself to stop masturbation but it was too late), I had slightly weaker erections and the pain was a bit more frequent but still and I have NEVER had a pain which made me go AW/twitch/”fuck that actually hurt a little” or anything of the kind.
This sunday (4 days ago) I masturbated “for the last time.” before I was planning to go for my break. Anyhow after that my penis felt really numb and I’ve not been able to achive even a 30% erection since (from free will(Important I think)).
The puslating feeling is overtaking the pain(still rare and not much) now, it feels like some nerve is healing (can’t pinpoint where and I’m not hurting anywhere. But maybe 65% underside of penis at base(+a little under(inside me)), rest “in” the penis and I relate the feeling to when I sprained my back years ago.
I haven’t masturbated or even made any “moves” or tried to get it erect.
If I “try” to force an erection without touching it wiggles like 20 up if 0 is lying down and 100 is lying down on the other side flaccid, I can also move it from lying forward to backwards if I try somewhat hard. Sometimes these few days it seems to subtract a little into me instead of growing outwards if I “command” it to grow.
I’VE HAD 2 ERECTIONS since the breaking point of 4 days(hand masturbation), they have both been at the time of me waking up from ~6 hours sleep. When these 2 have happened they have been lasting for 15 and 25 seconds~ and they’ve been strong. I’ve not used any kind of force to the penis these 2 times, but the second time I touched it at different places and I had okay feel everywhere(I didn’t cover it in detail though).
My gut feeling is that a nerve is damaged, and that it hopefully isn’t severe (praying). My plan is to not masturbate or have sex until it has felt really healed and when I have erection try to keep it for as long as possible to support bloodflow.
I use warm shovers, vitamin B12, anti inflammatory regular medicine, tea and hot wet blanket(in bed) and lifting weights(blood) as remedies. I try to let it rest as much as possible.
I’m like numbed while flaccid but I can feel every touch from fingers etc.
Last 4 days have been a rollercoaster of emotions, I told my boss I might go impotent if I’m unlucky but just said straight up I got my nerve damaged(without knowing 100% sure) so I’m on leave right now and I like my boss she is caring. Cried quite sometimes and overall very depressed and worried. I was very happy today from waking up to ½ of the work day cause I’ve had 2 erections which seems promising so early, but after lunch the 2 days I’ve worked this week, I went home cause of stress/worryness and now I’m on leave (didn’t work first 2 days of week).
What can I expect, I think I covered it in detail?
I very much could use some support but still deliver it to me if it’s bad! Regards.