I have pretty much planned it out.
I wait for a while, if everything sorts out I thank god.
Or in some months I go for private surgery options for whatever is causing the hard flaccid and also surgery for the vein.
If it’s not cleared up in 1-2 years from now I’ll kill myself. I’m pretty calm with this so it will happen if there’s no improvement. I CAN’T live with myself if I caused this bullshit myself. This site is morbid. There’s a huge risk you’ve ruined my life and the life many others with no proper warnings.
I won’t need any more help from here I think. You’re ruining peoples lives but it’s probably owned by ((())) so who fucking cares.