My own path to become bigger

Hello
First of all, please move this thread into progress report forum, if possible of course.

I’m Michael from Poland, in a month 21 years old guy with locker fiancee since over an month.
For my whole life, it was easier to motivate myself if I report this so going to do it, some grammar and vocabulary in English might be also needed.

Why PE ?
Either become bigger and more healthy !
When started 3 weeks ago it was:
5.5” NBPEL, 5.9” BPEL and 4.33” MEG
It’s under avg, mostly at girth and that’s at what I’m going to focus at first.
Like most of guys here, even if I have really good sexual life, my fiancee is happy and never complained about my size, her ex was over 7” and why shouldn’t I try break this ?:D

My goals ?
Like 2 weeks ago during jerking off had super hard erection like never before, want to improve it would happen all the time !
About numbers ?
If its possible after getting 5” in MEG will focus at length then. As I said girth it’s what I need the most.
Btw, it was probably incorrect measurement or something but 3 days ago noticed “whole” 0.1” more in girth, it was so Damn nice feeling !

My routine
Had some problems, probably overtrained at start, right now feeling better, still feel some achyness but super light and if it won’t get worse will continue exercises.

5 min cup of hot water, short wrap if needed either
30s streach each direction( from tomorrow, still having problems how to stretch while my flaccid penis is so thin)
150 jelqs 60-80% with OK grip, about 70 of force

Still don’t know if I jelq correct, even after many sessions and watching movie 100 times
Trying to improve it whey session but still loosing erection(if I stop jelq penis just hang and during jelqs the base is for sure not even 50% hard)

That’s the short beginning, going to post more, I’m on my way to university time to pass my math exam finally : p

Welcome! If you have trouble gripping for the stretches try using a cloth or tissue to hold the head. Your routine is good, just take note that jelq is more for CC’s not CS so focusing on the sides is recommended these days due to peoples experience. Your technique will get better as you go, good luck :)

Thanks Czepa for Your comment, if I know someone read this it motivates me even more !

Tissue works as I just checked and possibly found a reason of achyness after stretching - my unit was always curved a little bit in the left, when I stretch down and up my left side simply feels more.
Going to read some about this, maybe I’ll find right way to stretch.
However, todays jelq session was just awesome. “Only” 150 repeats, had to stop 3 times to get better erection level because noticed I’m pumping only the glance, didn’t feel the base of penis at all. Technique is the key here as I assume but nothing at once.
Love the way penis looks and feels just after last jelq. “Does he really can be that big ?” Don’t like it goes away 3 minutes after and only pink color reminds me I did something but hope its gonna last longer in the future.
Instead of increasing amount of repeats will improve how I do them, how I feel during and after jelqing and then go further. Once read PE is like marathon, I really don’t need to be first in here, just want to keep going and reach what I wish.

Short story - little party with my gf that day, her best friend and my. I don’t know how did it happen but my friend revealed to my gf his penis, for fun, nothing sexual and she said to me later “he was so long and thick” with that look at her eyes. Nothing personal for me but I just desire to hear that one day from her, thanks Thunder for letting me know it’s possible !

God, hate auto correct in my phone, instead of “lovely” it appeared “locker” fiancee ;p
Will stick to post from computer, easy to find those mistakes

You seem to have the right point of view, Galander.

@Czepa
Could I ask You to explain me “CC’s” “CS” ? I’m not exactly sure what does that mean

Just ended routine, did only 120 jelqs. Yesterday evening appeared some discoloration at the top of my glance, need to read more about that. It has slightly different color then the rest of the glance, doesn’t cause any pain or anything but it looks not so cool. Unfortunately tomorrow is birthday of my fiancee, booked hotel room for a hot night and she’s going to find out something is not right. Need to find a good explanation, won’t tell her I’m in PE yet, waiting till she notice that on her own ;D

Corpus cavernosa and corpus spongiosum or something like that. Basically the CS is the single muscle running up the underside that the urethra (piss tube) goes through, and generally you don’t want to focus on that when jelqing, you only want to focus on the CC’s and an overhand grip can be good for this.

Also, you don’t want to be over training, especially when you want to perform. Generally PE should have a side effect of harder longer lasting erections, if its the opposite then ease up, like you said: its a marathon not a sprint.

Thanks again for the explanation, next day on I’ll focus on that.

Discoloration is almost invisible, however taking break for 3 days. Yesterday evening felt something strange exactly where the discoloration appeared, won’t hurt myself.

Some thoughts about size, which came to me few months ago. Statistics say I’m at the bottom of the average, ex of my fiancee was at the top of it.(over 7”). She is really honest and when I ask her about anything she answers without any bullshit.
“Did the bigger dick gave You bigger pleasure ?” “No at all, it was 3 years ago and I don’t exactly remember how it was but for sure not “better” or worse, just different. One thing I need to say is that it was more comfortable in some positions, that’s all. I don’t know how would I feel with the way smaller or bigger penis then Yours, never had one. ” My conclusion is - few hours ago was a little bored, took in my hands measurement tape and watch the difference between 14 and 18 cm. For me as a guy its just huge and really makes me feel worse then that guy. I know, shouldn’t have, its either childish and not needed but that’s how I feel. I know also I’m not the only guy who does it and even if his sex partner says its everything “okey” we think different way. Maybe that’s the point. I’m a little sick of hearing “Your penis is fine”. I don’t want to be just fine, want to be “wow”.

Once read something why guys with bigger dicks are better lovers. Not because of the inches in pants, even my ex told me her best sexual experience was with the guy under 4 inches and she “tasted” even over 8” one’s. Self-confidante is the king here. But its much easier to be like that with “at least 1 inch more”.

Just don’t let it get to you, you will get plenty of confidence when you notice the initial gains, and there are plenty more ways to pleasure a woman than with your dick, the best lover is an attentive lover.

Do you want your username changed in WOW? :)

Weekend is ending, I’m just after “session”. Noticed something strange, I don’t know where does it come from but sometimes I simply can’t pump my buddy hard enough(pressure its the same) like today. The whole day my flaccid length was smaller then usually and after a warm up he didn’t want to cooperate. A little lower EQ and after few moves of jelqing it was useless. Quitted session after 5 minutes of trying, shall see what’s gonna happen tomorrow morning, best time to exercise for me.

Considering buying a bath mate in the future, read really good opinions about it. Won’t skip my newbie routine for sure, however I think that would boost my future expected girth truly solid.

Maybe could I try after a month or so add this to my routine at low pressure for the beginning any find out how my buddy reacts ?

Your body is telling you to take a rest day or two. Pay attention to these signs as it is essential to find the right levels (# of days, minutes/repetitions, etc.) that work for you. Everyone is different.

I own a Bathmate and use it a few days a week. However, as a newbie, I really think you should focus on your manual training for as long as possible. Pumping (Bathmate or otherwise) is an unhelpful distraction for a newbie IMHO. Good luck.

Thanks for Your reply ! The thing is, I already took 2 days off and yet I’m resting more then really exercise. Fact, the last thing I want is to hurt myself and know that as a super newbie things are really tough. Working on the pressure, technique, reading as much as possible on this forum but can’t complete even a week, doing at least 1 day on/1 off, just still have to take rest days because something is wrong. That’s frustrating.

I took 3 weeks to recover from my first two attempts at clamping. Some people advocate rest weeks for newbies in addition to a few days on and then a rest day.

Try some light manual stretches for the lack of EQ

What I noticed - my flaccid size and today’s morning wood are lower then usually but doubt it can be a sign of anything - outside is like -10’C and yesterday had my 2nd and last tattoo session, lots of pain and stress. For sure going to check how those things are going but not stressed yet, 1 hour after PE run some edging session and the erection was damn cool.

However, today’s PE - some stretches 1 min each direction and jelq, focusing on the left and right side as Czepa recommended, didn’t put pressure at the bottom. Still using OK grip and found out some stuff - it’s way easier to keep my buddy erected, I think it’s the right erection lvl, during squeezes feel the pressure from the start to the end of penis. Earlier only skin near the glance was pink, now it’s everywhere .
Either, if I loose a little of this erection it’s easy for me to regain it if I squeeze a little in the base and jerk the rest, it works immediately.

Some thoughts - penis wasn’t that pumped as he was one day after PE but that day discolorations showed and it was slightly painful. Need to find the right way to get pumped as it was and not hurting myself. Honestly, don’t even mind if I’ll grow anything soon, just wish to feel and see the same penis from that day more often. If it’s going to happen day after day I won’t even need to jerk off, the feeling was damn awesome.