one year pe anniversary
It’s been one year since I stumbled onto this site and started on my pe adventure. What has the past year brought to me? I started at 6.25 bp and 4.75 girth. Today I’m 7.5 bp and about 5 girth. Girth is been such an up hill battle for me. My ultimate goal is 8 bp by 5.5 or 5.75 girth. I really think girth is where it’s at and am focusing more time on it.
I started pe because after 2 kids, my wife was a bit looser and I yearned for that nice snug feeling again. I kept pe a secret up until 3 months ago. While having sex, I blurted out “does my cock feel bigger?” Afterwards I told her I was doing some special stretches. She said she thought something was up because she noticed it seemed bigger. I go so deep into her now that it hurts her now so I have to be careful. Recently she has even refused me doggy style because she said it hurts. I have to relearn my sexual habits. I’m so used to being able to pound her and she loved it, but now with the extra inch I have to be careful. She’s one of those women who I truly think doesn’t believe in the bigger is better concept. So I’ve decided that 8 bp is really a goal for my personal satisfaction, but if I don’t get it then fine. I do want more girth though.
Another benefit of pe has been a dramatic straightening of my penis. I used to have a pretty drastic down curve. It’s still curved a bit, but is much straighter than before. I’d love to have one of those up curves, but I don’t think it’s possible. One down side is that my dick is considerably darker than before. It’s two-toned now. I attribute this to using a tourniquet on my shaft to create a uli type effect. I stopped doing this and if I could start over again I would never do it again. I don’t like the color of shaft at all.
Otherwise, pe has given me a whole new outlook and greater self esteem. I was a bit of skeptic when I started. I even doubted my first 1/2 inch gain for the longest time. I kept wondering if I measured wrong or something. I am now a true believer.