What's wrong with me
Hey I’ve been a long time viewer of this forum however I still haven’t started a fully regiment PE workout. I already go to the gym plus I have school work and it just doesn’t seem like I have time to have a consistent PE workout. My EL is just pushing 5” and my girth is about 3”(aka small pee pee), I’m about 6’ and 170lb and fairly average body type.
Well anyways I have some issues(.I know don’t we all), last night was my 19Th birthday and me and my friends decided to hit up the strip club! Now I was filling my head with all these scenarios where I’m getting a lap dance and the stripper lady grabs my crotch and just laughs or something. So I was being very conscious about my penis and how small it was.
So we get to the strip club and we order a couple of beers and just chill out, but for some reason I wasn’t feeling aroused at all. I was staring at some very hot girls mind you and I couldn’t even get a semi errection. It was just so weird, I don’t know maybe my sex drive is down from working out to much plus stress of school and because I masturbate alot or maybe I’m gay and I don’t know it yet. So anyways, there was a stripper there and it was her 19th birthday too and she was SMOKING hot like perfect 10, when the girl gets on stage to dance the dj calls me up on stage and the girl begins to tie me to the poll and pull my pants down and all I’m thinking right now is please pop a boner common please please.and nothing. Now on top of all this the girl looks at my tiny penis and she laughs on stage infront of like 80 other random people(which was a big confidence hit for me). She then proceeds to do her little dance and take a belt and whoop my ass with it and I go sit back in my chair. And as soon as I get back in my chair my buddies were like why weren’t you pitching a tent and I didn’t know what to say. I have never actually been with a girl my whole life, I’m mostly just scared of rejection and that she won’t be happy with my penis size. I’m not a bad looking guy, girls have been interested in me but I am just so insecure.
I came to the PE forums for help because I was thinking that maybe if I enlarged my penis I would have more condidence in myself and I could get over this phobia of women, however I have read so many posts with people in sort of the same situations and for the most part the responses they got were saying that PE won’t help them because they will find something else wrong with them and focus on that. So I’m asking for some help, what should I do.