Thrombosis or Hard flacid?
I had my last serious injury over a year ago, in which I stopped and resumed my routine several times due to the fact that the issues would continue to persist. I can’t even do 5 min light jelqing anymore because of negative PIs. In one year these symptoms have been consistent: Low EQ, semi hard morning wood, no spontanous erections, no libido, hard to maintain erection, lost 1 inch in girth, erection, flacid. Oddly if I masturbate my pelvis/groin makes rumbling noises?! Also if I ejaculate my whole pelvis gets completely tense.
PRIOR NO FAP:
No erections without stimulation, and porn. No morning wood ( ie bulge), no spontanous erections, low EQ, no libido.
NO FAP (one week till now)
Weak erections just thinking bout tits, happens when lying on bed, can’t get or maintain erection standing. Morning wood slightly better, no spontanous erections, low EQ (10% better), libido slightly better.
So a ago year I used Bathmate, which I believe caused my Thrombosis I got a large thick gable like vein on my left side, which goes all the way from pelvis to my nutsack, I also got a smaller one on the right side of my pelvis. Actually whenever I get erect my pelvis gets tense which takes few hours until it becomes relaxed, sometimes I even hear cracking sounds if I raise my legs..
My flacid now seems less fluid, I believe for its a bit solid, in the middle like the tissue is hard or something.. Is this hard flacid or a combination of both thrombosis and hf?
I have a taken a week off from PE and Fap & pron ( I relapsed after 4 days, but I am continuing now on day 2) I see no major improvements and I can see this taking over a few years or even more.. My life is fucked from now on, shit. I havent even got laid and now I am stuck with permanent erectile dysfunction?! Oh god, I even lost all those sweet gains and will probably lose in this long long rest period..
Please, I need to hear the truth so that I can take of this in the best way possible. Please I need to know if my resting period is good enough, I thought taking 3 month break from PE and fap, but is it enough?