"Strike" at the wrong time
Last night I got trolled by my own penis.
After two thirds of a month now, I finally feel the increase in EQ [I think].
It seems that when I masturbate it gets pretty hard now, and it’s nice.
Yesterday morning I was at my girlfriends house and we had morning sex. Erection was really hard, especially because I was after a couple of days without ejaculation.
In the afternoon I was masturbating in my room, but gave up after my roommate entered my room twice (he didn’t really catch me with the unit outside as I heard his door open and hid the penis) but he found me very startled in a suspicious way.. Anyway that’s not the point - throughout the masturbation the erection was very hard as well. But at night as I was with my girlfriend again - I gave her cunnilingus, after that I got the erection back to about 80%, but it went kind of limp after entering her, then went back to 70%. After several attempts to revive it - 40%. [Rubbing harshly didn’t help, as it made me feel the pleasant sensation even though the penis was not very hard, and subsided back to 40% after stoppage]. This got me nervous but finally I managed to get to about 70% and continue sex.
This was very disturbing and even frightening. The girlfriend asked why did it happen and I said that it’s just because I got nervous or something but couldn’t explain her any clear reason for anxiety. She thought that it was her fault and I’m afraid that I didn’t convince her enough that it’s not.
-Why now penis?? Why??
So, is this phenomenon normal? Has anybody experienced something similar? What could I do?