Origins of size fixation
I think it is safe to say that all of us here have an interest — if not obsession! — with having a bigger penis.
Q. What are the origins of your personal size fixation?
Yes, the media bombards us with images of perfection. And yes, it is only natural to associate the most “male” part of our anatomy with masculinity. But why are you so motivated to increase your size when others, from the same environent, are not?
For me I think it has a lot to do with discovering my dad’s girly magazines when I was 11 or 12 years old. He had the usual collection of Playboys and even a couple Hustlers, but one hardcore magazine he had left an unforgettable impression on me. It was an expensive glossy magazine (Swedish Erotica?) that had a very well endowed man plowing a small girl, with short captions with each pic, many mentioning the awesome size of his manhood.
I think I was awestruck from that moment forward. I couldn’t wait to have my miniscule tool develop into that of a man’s, and to have an organ the size of this monsters was a fantasy I have never shaken. Now I am in my 30s and still fantasize about having a penis big enough so I have to “take it easy” on my lover. It just seems like it is the ultimate in manliness. Like every time you are with a girl she has to be “broken in” again; she’s a virgin all-over-again, if you possess a huge tool.
Anyway, that is what I think is one of the main contributors to my obsession… what is yours?