My story and routine
Hello all, this is my first post ever on this site and first off I wanted to thank you all for creating such a helpful site and for the great info and support but to also apologize for the long post I’m creating.
I recently 4 months ago stumbled upon this site and read up on the basics and started the newbie routine immediately, which I still use as a foundation for my current routine. Prior to that, I had read something about stretching, which I did every once in a while inconsistency for a year. At that point my dick was about 5.8 BPEL and about 4.5 EG. I am a young guy (23) but have been with over a handful of women that were all very satisfied with having sex with me, and I was able to make all of them cum multiple times, many saying I was the best they’ve had. I knew I wasn’t big, maybe above or below average, but was confident with how I used it.
This all changed when my ex at 17 would say to me, and others who we were hanging out with at the time that I had the smallest dick she had ever seen. This of course created an insecurity for me, and I developed EXTREME performance anxiety, which I have even to this day making it incredibly hard to get and maintain an erection with a new partner the first few times.