I'm committing to PE. here's my story.
Hey all, my name is Justin, I’m 22, and this is my second post here. I’ve been a member here for a couple years, and I keep coming back to the forums every 6 months or so, and I’m deciding to commit to PE. I’m been reading threads forever here, and now I think it’s time for me to stop lurking and be out in the open to have some sort of motivation to go through with this. I’ve started PE a couple times, but I was only ever able to remain committed for a couple weeks before I began slacking off.
I’m not going to lie, I’m pretty self-conscious about my penis. I’ve read through all the threads talking about the average penis size, and I know I’m slightly above average at 6”. But that doesn’t really help me from being self-conscious about it. My girlfriend has said she has no problem with my penis at all (at least I know how to use it? Lol), but I’m not satisfied and it didn’t help how she reacted when she accidentally saw one of my friend’s (anaconda) penis this weekend (There were 7 of us staying in one hotel room haha). I’m 6’2”, 190 lbs, and I want a bigger penis to match up closer with my body size.
I would say a realistic goal for me is 7”. The few times I’ve started PE, I loved the results.. After a week or so, it just feels girthier and like I’m carrying around more weight in my pants, but I’ve always stopped because I’ve been so busy. I just graduated college, and really all I do now during the week is work 8 hours a day, so I shouldn’t have a problem being too busy. Another reason I’m self conscious is because I don’t have the body I had when I was in high school. I played baseball, basketball, and football, and was ripped to say the least. Once college started, I didn’t really play sports or work out anymore, so I went from having a 6-pack to having flab. So with this, I’m also going to start working out again, and doing a lot of cardio. I know being more fit alone will probably make my penis seem bigger with a healthier blood flow and less of a fat layer. I’m hoping between getting in shape and doing PE I’ll be happy with my body, because that is really the only place I feel like I’m slacking in life. I have a awesome job, an amazing girlfriend, and great friends and family, so I need to do this for me.
Well, that was definitely more then I intended to ever write when I came back to the forum tonight, I hope that’s a sign of good things to come. I’ll be posting a picture in the pictures forum soon, and intend on staying dedicated to my PE and posting.