Help Mild E.D, loss of girth, soreness, do not believe it is P.E related
I’m 21 years old and have been a visitor of thunders for quite some time (never posted) and had on occasion partaken in the newbie routine (had always experienced good results-increased EQ , a minor increase in girth, and an increased “fullness” when flaccid.) However, over the last 4 months I’ve had symptoms that have caused me great alarm and serious depression and can only hypothesize what their initial cause was.
-Loss of penis girth both erect and flaccid (feel as if size has decreased to a degree that is smaller than my initial PE girth gains.)
- Loss of EQ (need constant manual stimulation and porn to remain erect and occasional loss of sensation)
-Soreness throughout penis especially after masturbating (especially sore underneath glans)
-Occasional firm flaccid (though this has now been replaced by a flaccid penis that feels incredibly lifeless, smaller and floppy) note: before any of these symptoms had occurred my flaccid penis had always felt full, comfortably in between firm and soft, engorged, and very responsive to touch.
-Loss of spontaneous erections (when they do occur rarely they are very weak)
-Morning erections are weaker and do not occur every morning
-Cannot get or maintain an erection when standing (erections only occur in a seated position)
What I believe may have caused this:
Unfortunately I cannot pinpoint one exact cause of these symptoms only a series of possible traumas:
-Prior to these symptoms I had experimented with Cialis when with a girl, (I had previously tried 10 mg and had no ill effects) this time I had increased my dosage to 15 mg(I know incredibly stupid and believe me I’ve beaten myself up over it enough times but alas I was a little bit drunk and was experiencing a lot of performance anxiety- I have been diagnosed with social anxiety disorder and nervousness over sex is common for me) When taking this dose I noticed by girth had expanded to a degree I had never seen before. Although after finishing, my erection subsided I noticed throughout the next 24 hours occasional semi-erections and my penis would jump to an erection at the slightest touch.
Is it possible I had experienced a form of priapism? Is it possible with the expansion of my penis it was overstretched and caused some sort of damage?
The next days following this I cannot recall any significant changes in my penis however, it is possible there was decreased EQ but nothing overally disconcerting that I can recall (note my urologist does not believe I experienced priapism as I had no pain)
Other possible trauma:
-I had engaged in “dry humping” with the same girl and few weeks later, I can recall at one point my penis getting bent and feeling somewhat numb around the glans. However, I felt no popping saw no bruising and after consulting my urologist who did an ultrasound of my flaccid penis 3 weeks later, he concluded that a penile fracture did not occur and there was no evidence of scar tissue.
-Throughout the same period I had been mildly jelquing perhaps twice a week but don’t ever recall any pain or negative PIs at the time that indicated I had damaged myself, the above mentioned symptoms became really noticeable only after the dry humping incident.
Although my initial appointment to my urologist chalked up all of these symptoms to anxiety, I firmly believe there has been a physical change in my penis (especially a reduction in girth), and have scheduled another appointment to demand further tests (not sure what these should be though). I had also done a blood test to test testosterone levels and it was found I was in the low-normal range but my doctor did not seem to be concerned about this.
I’m posting in hopes any members (especially moderators or experienced members) may be of assistance, I’m also looking for a network of support as this has caused me a lot of depression and anxiety. And my apologies to the moderators for such a long post, just trying to be as detailed as possible.