Hi.I stumbled across this site a few months ago, and have been stopping in pretty consistently. I have a problem and I’m not sure how to face it.
I have usually dated small, petite girls. I am not a big guy down there, 7.5BPEL, 5EW mid shaft, and 5.5 at my base. Most, not all, of these girls have complained that I went into their cervix, which always gave me a little bit of an ego boost. But now, I’m with this girl who is curvier and I think I may be in love.
My dilemma.She took my fist a few days ago. I mean, I have done my fair share of out there sex acts, but NEVER with someone I had an emotional attachment to. It has all been in an S&M setting. But I was down there with my fingers, and got a little excited, and before I knew what was up, BAM. In. And she LOVED it.
I have never felt so inadequate in my entire life. I had to talk to her about this, because I felt like I would die if I didn’t say something, and her exact words to me were “Darling, I don’t think you have any place to worry about your size.” Which gave me an ego boost for about 5 seconds, until I realized what she DIDN’T say. She didn’t say I was big, and although she can count all her parters on one hand, I’m willing to bet that one of her guys was bigger than I am. I am falling apart. I have never had a problem with my size until this incident. Now it is all I can think about. I can’t stand the thought of someone I care so much about not getting the pleasure that she is so accustomed to. She claims that I am the best sex she has ever had, hands down, and said that she has never had sex last longer than 10 minutes (we usually go at it for 30 min-1+hours). She has also said that she has never been vocal during sex, and I can’t get the girl to shut up.
But as we all know, they can say whatever they want, but it doesn’t mean we will accept it. So that is why I started PE the day after this incident. I know that ultimately I am doing this for me, so I don’t end up ruining a good thing just because I have insecurities about my member, but I feel so alone. There really isn’t anyone I can talk to about this except her, and I don’t want her thinking I’m going crazy about this, but I am.
If anyone has any useful comments, fire away.