Cmegrow saying hi and help
Hello everyone, I am so glad to have found Thunders!
I have been reading around the different threads now for a couple of months and thought I would pop this thread cherry and introduce myself to the community and maybe get some feedback.
First of, as with the most of you when starting out I as well was very skeptical to the whole subject of PE. I guess I always have had a complex for my penis size and I didn´t want to invest to much hope into being able to enlarge it.
Not that I am extremely tiny, (BPEL around 7”, EG 4,4”) but still girth leaves much to be wanted, and this insecurity has led to periods of difficulties maintaining an erection which makes you feel more insecure etc etc a self fulfilling spiral of negative thoughts. I have always been able to give my girlfriend orgasms and she says she likes the size of my dick, but you know how it is, these insecurities are lodged so deep in your mind.
I am around thirty years old and I guess I pretty much if not had “grown” to like my dick size, at least thought there was nothing I could do about it so I should try not to hang up my life on that.
Anyhow after having seen a program on TV which had DLD talking about PE. I started out end of may looking at the free newbie forum at MOS, followed the noob routine for a month and saw a difference in both erections and the porn´ish look of my now veiny dick. Larger part of July I was unable to PE since I spent three weeks at a friends country house. Limited privacy and shared living quarters, well you get the idea.
Got back home and have since continued doing the routine of 5 min warm-up and about 600 jelqs and some 10 minutes of stretching in different directions.
Which brings us up to where I am at now, up until recently just knowing that my dick within a year will be bigger has given me the confidence of a guy with an elephants trunk in his pants. I´m well aware of some people being hardgainers and that for some people it takes longer time than for others. But after reading peoples progress reports and not seeing any noticeable difference, my confidence has left me and I just can´t maintain it up enough to do my jelqs. This makes all my thoughts revolve around this and, well I´m in need of advice.