Lost girth after hemorrhoid operation?? Help!
Okay, I know the title sounds kind of ridiculous, but please bear with me because I can’t seem to find this information anywhere online about this and it’s making me depressed. I don’t really know who else to talk to about this as it is pretty embarrassing and I’m pretty ignorant about anatomy “down there,” so I’m hoping fellow members at Thunder’s can help shed some light on this. Here is a summary of what happened…
I’ve always had hemorrhoid problems growing up, and none of the usual remedies seemed to eliminate the problem— diet, ointments, herbal remedies etc. Bowel movements were problematic and often resulted in bleeding. I decided to schedule an operation to deal with this once and for all. One thing I read online also, is that some people have had significantly better EQ after getting rid of their ‘roids— I haven’t found any official studies on this, only anecdotal posts from others who confirmed these claims. I have always had EQ problems myself and noticed a direct correlation when mine improved temporarily, so I figured why not kill two birds with one stone?
The doc told me I had a large hemorrhoid at the 6 o’clock position (perineal side). The operation I chose, according to the doc and the official write up on it, was supposed to be so painless it feels like someone pinching you if anything. Well, the first zap made me scream like a little girl it was so painful. It felt like someone putting a stun gun right on your cock. I think I even got a little teary eyed. He immediately stopped the procedure and was quite surprised by my sensitivity. I told him it felt like that and asked if there was any way that could have been connected to the penis. His reply was, “I hope not.” Now, at the time, I interpreted this as “Of course not” in one of those sarcastic, sympathetic ways, but now I wonder if he really had no idea…
Anyways, he explained I was probably just very anxious about foreign metal objects being inserted into my bum as many male patients seem to be. He decided if we should do this again to just drug the crap out of me so I don’t feel anything. I felt a bit turned off by that idea, but after a few months of more bowel drama I decided to go for it. I was put on so many painkillers and muscle relaxers I could barely think straight. The operation still hurt, but was bearable and over in less than a minute. He sent me on my merry way.
A few weeks later, I noticed I had lost .25” in EG. My CS has practically disappeared, and the perineal area that I could once massage to stimulate blood into the CS had all but disappeared as well. My bowel movements have significantly improved, but I’m wondering what the hell just happened here. Did this man just zap my “inner penis”? The thought is devastating me— girth has already been a major source of my anxiety as it already was on the low side, but now it is just embarrassing. Was that some “inner girth” I could’ve coaxed out if I did the right techniques?
Now admittedly, I just noticed this recently— I’ve been so busy lately I haven’t had a chance to measure (it’s been several weeks since the procedure). But never in the past several years of PE have I lost so much EG so quickly— I’ve taken breaks up to almost a year with no loss. And if I’m reading this diagram correctly, the inner penis is right next to the perineal body and could in fact share the same circulatory path: http://www.medicalexhibits.com/medi…hibit=06002_01X
Somebody please tell me I’m an idiot, and that this can be resolved with a few jelqs… it would be the greatest news of my life right now.