Severe injury

Hi

First of all I am thankful to thunders place like almost nothing else in my life. I have been doing PE for quite a while now. I started when I was about 18 but did not know what the hell I was doing. I am very tall 6,5 so having a 5 inch penis was always a problem. I have been ridiculed a lot of times, and have girls and other people say horrible things to me. So finally I find thunders where i learned a lot and find people that are going through similar things as I do. I have done newbie routines on and off for about 4 years now, and have always had to stop due to moving to another country or living with a bunch of roommates or stuff like that.

To make a long story short every time i was steady and seeing some gains boom something would happen, now I just got to America for I have been in south America most of my life, I started doing a routine by DLD and I guess I was jelqing at high erection levels because at the end of about the 400th jelq I felt a strong pull on what I assume is a lig on the right side of my shaft and pubic bone. I stopped immediately. It was labour day weekend so I went down to Maryland to see my friends and on the way down I wasn’t in horrible pain but I had this feeling That something wasn’t right. After five days my balls where in extreme pain so I went to the urologist and he found that I have varicocele on both my right and left testicle, I know that I already had this but most of the tugging and pulling is what caused it to get worse I’m sure because every time I would start a routine my balls would ache a bit, but I didn’t really know that I had varicocele and thought it was normal.

Any ways im looking at getting surgery for it, but last night the area that I had pulled while jelqing was hurting quite a bit, so I am wondering if I have damaged my ligs or nerves, even though I don’t know where the nerves are, but if they are in that area It would be bad. So im wondering if spending 3,000 dollars to get surgery will clear this problem up. As far as the varicoceles I’m sure it will but for the other stuff what do I do. what might it be? I don’t know what to do i live alone in new york and am really in a messed up place in my life. Does any one know what it may be, and I know i must be insane but what I want to also know is will I ever be able to PE again cause I cant live well with a 6.2 inch length by 5 inch girth. Will I never be able to PE again? or if I do will I cause more damage to my organ?

I know I jelqed at high levels of erection and that might be a problem, but will i be able to get back on track after this is over and keep doing a mild routine?

Sorry for the spelling and long thread, but you guys are all I have. literally, much love to you all

Dude are you still in pain?

I am glad that you show self-awareness. People can - and do - live well with 6.2 x 5 inch dicks.

About if removing the varicocel would clear up your other problems - who knows, I’m not a urologist. But since you are about to see one who will hold a knife against your nuts, I would make damn sure I told him about everything INCLUDING jelqing 400 reps etc.

yeah Lord I’m still here wondering what to do. I don’t have health insurance so I wanna make sure that the emobilazation will take away the pain, but as i posted Im wondering if maybe it has anything to do with the jelqing injury.

Mr mgus he wouldn’t even know what Im talking about and I’m getting some charity help for the procedure so maybe he wouldn’t help me if he knows about the injury. I mean I’m not in pain as far as my ligs are concerned but at night they do get sore, and i haven’t done PE in about two weeks after this all happened.

Has anyone experienced a pain on the right side of there penis around where the ligaments are attached to the pubic bone?

I have a varicocele on the left, and went to a doctor about it some time ago. He told me that the operation was a load of crap and would not make things all that much better. That was over 10 years ago. I got it 25 years ago. I used to get occasional pain or mild numbness/aches. But then I found a website that had a great cure for the pain. It was a yoga posture that is basically a head stand. However, I did not want to break my neck, so I modified it. I just sit against a wall side on, with my shoulder touching the wall. Then I lie down and wriggle round and use my feet to walk up the wall so that I am upside down with my upper back on the floor and with my feet flat against the wall and my butt nearly touching the wall. Having your balls above your head is what does the trick, it relives the pressure.

Another exercise I did when I did not own a wall was to ride an imaginary bicycle in the air upside-down. You put your hands under your hips/lower back, and get your butt as high as possible. Your upper back and head remain flat on the floor. You do not need to actually ride!

Now if I get any trouble, which is not even every year, I just do this exercise 3 times a day for 10 minutes, and bingo! The pain goes away.

Wow marky thanks a lot, and have you been able to continue to PE? please that’s what really matters to me, just so you know i have varicocele on both testicles do you think it causes me problems for having kids or is it taking my testosterone levels low.? Anything you know would be great.

Hey, this is to any and all New Yorkers reading this thread:

I know we have a crap load of guys from NY in these forums. Anyone feel like hooking up with blasphemous even if it is just to hang out over coffee? He has lived all over the place and would probably make an interesting conversationalist. He doesn’t know anybody in the big apple and is new to town so would probably be up for any kind of seeing the city as well. If you have some way to sneak him in on you companies insurance I expect he would be happy but I am probably pushing it with that.

Blasphemous, feel free to tell me to go screw myself if you have no wish to meet guys from here.

hey iamaru

thanks, I would not mind meeting any one here at all.
it would actually be a interesting experience. Although I probably understand that most do not really go that far here. who knows.

Hey blas,

Do me a favor and give this a read when you have a couple of minutes please.

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Hey Thunder

My writing is not the best. But I will do my best to keep everything in the rules of the Forum Guidelines.

blasphemous-

PE does not seem to interact with my varicocele as far as I can tell. It is not good for having kids, but I only had one on my left side, not the right. I have 3 kids! I got mine from straining to do the lotus position :( when I was 16. I am not very flexible. I should have just stuck to meditation.

marky777

So you seem to have been doing PE for a while and haven’t had any complications with your varicocele. I think most of my pain was linked to my injury and that must of really triggered some testicle pain. Im guessing, I mean no matter what I will keep doing PE, cause I cant live with this penis of mine. But I am taking a long break o make sure everything gets back to normal