I slacked off
So, for the first 5 months of PE’ing I was doing just fine. I had some minimal gains and was happy with my progress. My sex life with my wife was also far better than it had ever been and we seemed closer than we had before I found out about PE. I had also given up smoking the weed which was a big change to me personally as it makes me lazy and my sex drive goes down considerably when I am smoking.
Then In February my wife (along with her parents) took our two children across the pond to the states for a holiday to disneyworld. Unfortunately I couldn’t go as we just couldn’t afford it, so it was decided that she would go so the kids didn’t miss out.
So the first week they were away I decided to take a week off from PE as I hadn’t really taken any time off apart from when I forced to through injury. While she was away I made the silly mistake of having a few joints. The few joints turned into a few more and a few more and so on. I was smoking again and before I new it I was back in the swing of things smoking everyday and night. Before I new it I hadn’t done PE for 6 weeks. I slacked off.
I did post 1 message a couple of weeks ago and thought that I’d just carry on as if I hadn’t taken any time off. I am quite embarrassed that I even thought about lying and apologise to anyone who has ever taken the time to answer my questions.
I am off the weed again now and have been doing my PE routine for the last 2 weeks and I will not allow myself to slack off again.
Dont let this happen to you.
thanks for reading