Are we forever changed?
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I asked myself just a few minutes ago as I was rubbing one out, that if I will ever feel adequate unless I have a porno cock. I don’t think I will, and I honestly believe that I am forever changed.
What I mean is, if we don’t measure up to at least 7nbp * 5.5 EG we feel inadequate. I admit that my girth is nice, but I wish it was a bit thicker; like 5.7EG at least. If I rub one out in front of
the mirror I find myself squeezing and bending my dick so it looks thicker in the mirror. I have been gaining girth again thank God, so I am happy to be on track again.
I just don’t want to feel inadequate any more. I have noticed that I have been approaching less girls because of this. I keep telling myself, ” lets cement a 1/4 in. or a 1/2 in. of EG before I start approaching a lot of women. I want to be renown for having a big thick dick, and I am afraid if I fuck a lot of girls in my social circle, that word will get around that I am not that thick. WTF is wrong with me? Have I gone mad?
I am not saying that I don’t get a piece here and there, but all the girls I have been fucking are not from my social circle. A co-worker of mine wants my cock, and I won’t give it to her until a gain a little more girth. I think I am crazy, and my big dick obsession has got out of control. Can someone say something to me to make me feel better, because I feel like I am losing it. I am not depressed or anything like that, but I need to be happy with what I have; and I think I may need some help.
Starting stats: Feb 08: [7.3 BPEL * 4.9? EG]----Now: [8.00 BPEL * 5.1-5.2 EG]------GOAL: [8 NBPEL * 6 EG]
Perception is reality.