The clock's ticking
Hi, I am fairly new to the forums and have come in search of a cure to my lack of confidence, and I feel as if I have found it. I feel EXTREMELY inspired when I read stories of members gaining size, I really do. Throughout my high school years I have had a constant fear of my penis size, and continue to have the fear to this day, my confidence level is very low to say the least. I am not afraid to say I am below average, I openly admit it, but I recently went to a car show, a car show consisting of many many many beautiful women, and realized why I have such an insecurity. It seems girls talk about penis size as much as I worry about mine, either from a joke here or there, or a conversation about old boy friends. I try to stay optimistic and am going to begin PE as soon as I feel I have read enough. I am currently a senior in high school and have not had many sexual experiences, truthfully only one, and sometimes I feel as if I am wasting my time. My question to the older members of this board is, am I losing my precious high school days due to my insecurity? Will I still have a lot of time in the future? I usually will stay away from any sexual events until I feel confident with my penis size. Again I know I may sound somewhat shallow, but I am just currently in the moment and feel I have to “vent” because I am feeling so down right now. Thank you in advance.