Restarting, Dick nightmares, Inferiority complex.

Hi everyone,

I’ve been jelqing ON and OFF for quite long time, I think that the inconsistencies must be the problem here because, I cannot say if I’ve gained anything. When I’m measuring (standing) I’ve got like 7-7,2 in length and 4,9-5 girth

I’m dating this girl, and she never told me anything about my penis. I’m trying to avoid talking about it, because I used to ask my ex’s about it every f*cking time and it was annoying. I don’t want to trigger that again. But the problem is, when I don’t feel good I usually start masturbating, like 2- 4 times a day (this disrupts my PE and also my rest of the day. Sometimes when I go to sleep I just feel like shit and it consumes me. I’m having nightmares about being surrounded with people with big penises and stuff. I’m being obsessed with making my girl orgasm every time delaying my own orgasm. She is having usually 2-3 orgasm per intercourse, one of them is delivered by my mouth and fingers. I can say that she keeps coming back. The funny thing, I’m still afraid.

When I stop PE sometimes I usually start feeling like shit because I’m not improving myself. I’m just too obsessed about it. I’m afraid of dating beautiful girls because of my inferiority complex.

I don’t want to go to psychologist, I’m meditating and I didn’t felt that bad lately but I think that I need some routine to stick to.

I want to restart, I’ve never done any complex routines because my EQ sucks very quickly, any ideas?

I suggest you this routine.

Work on yourself and be positive.

Meditation is not going to change your cognitions. It will help you not react to them, or possibly avoid them (and I love it and so use it).

You express some hardened views about a few things. I’d encourage a little more flexibility or be prepared to expect more of the same.

Penis size isn’t going to dramatically affect most of that, to be honest. It would just find another soil to become fertile in at some point.

A sex therapist might help. I’ve heard others suggest it. Never tried it myself, though.

I have known some professionally. They can be excellent. Good thought, How Lack