Please read my story and help if You can Thanks
Hi Guys! (Sorry because of my English I’m from Hungary)
Here is my story:
I started the PE (newbie routine) in January 2010. After 1 month I’ve ordered a Autoxlevee vacuum hanger, I tried by 1 kilo for 10 minutes only once, and when I took it off, my cock was white, absolutely ran out of blood, looked dead, it was horrible sight.
It happened 5 month ago. I haven’t notice any improvement, my cock is still paled, smaller, softer than it was before, it’s very sensitive to the cold, because no blood in it I feel cold down there
I have to wrap my it if I don’t want to feel the cold in my pants. It’s very annoying feeling.
I can’t masturbate ‘cos it’s not getting hard, sometimes It gets hard itself when I see my girlfriend naked and then We have sex (she knows, I told her), but sometimes get soft during the sex I can’t continue:(
I went to doctor, I didn’t tell him the reason (I was stupid), so He said it’s all in my head, I’ll go back and tell him the truth ASAP.
This shit is affecting to my entire life, I can’t rid it of from my head, I have good moments but basically I’m always sad. Everyday I ask myself how could I be a such an idiot!?
My questions are:
What’s my problem?
Will it ever heal?
Is it getting worse?
What should I do?
Thanks for everybody who help!