You need to stop allowing yourself to think that way. Your >internal< belief-system is why you are experiencing the external reality you are now., not only that, but the emotion that surfaces to your mind as self-talk is filtered by it that system, so, you will walk around thinking thoughts rooting behaviors that would perpetuate those beliefs and thus the situation. *Sigh*, I hate imagining a man being so down inside.
Just STAY dedicated to eating light and exercising, and effective PE methods and you will naturally be more positive, as well as manifest your desires.
Do those three things, and your future will be different, and your soul will, which is already experiencing your furture will feel better :D D, but that can easily change, STAY doing what you feel as though you must!
There is so much skepticism towards PE, that I kind of believed the futility of engaging in it, knowing that my penis would not really increase. But I’ve learned that gains can be made, provided one is dedicated to it, and expects gains to be made, over a prolonged period of time.
I am naturally pessimistic, as I’ve said, but I can help change some of my shortcomings, provided I work hard at it.