I'm going to start again, but whats this all about
A long time ago I found out about this site and before that I was doing it on and off for a long time,
Not even knowing how to do it properly. Now I’m going to start again with the newbie routine, beginning at the start again.
By the way, I always did the newbie routine and most of the times after I did the exercises I found out that my penis was
Numb and trying to get as short as it gets. After doing the exercises on and off I also noticed it more numb than before.
Anyone knows whats that all about?
Now some info about my size:
Flaccid length - 8 cm
Flaccid length to the bone - 11 cm
Flaccid girth - 11 cm
*Watching porn to get a quick hard-on*
Erect length - 14 cm
Erect length to the bone - 15 cm
Erect girth - 13 cm
(If someone could give me the names of the things I named in letters. That’s what I see all the time here in TP but I still don’t
Know them after doing several searches)
For the exercises I’m going to by that infrared light as it stimulates growth as I have read here.
Usually I do the exercises in the shower with hot water, but I find myself not being motivated.
This partly has to do with the fact that I’m not gaining and not having a regular thing.
Most of the time when I was off TP I just did some jelqs and stretches (the good way though) as much as I felt doing.
Meaning the exercises were only 5-10 minutes all combined.
I’m 20 now, in the know of the exercises at 15 and started doing them at 17 on and off for long periods (mostly off)
And after all this time I could have so much more gain if I’d stick to it. Now I only made +1 cm length and +1 cm girth.
This in a period a few years ago. Most of my friends, nephews, brothers, cousins etc. All have a size that’s at least 23 cm length, on top of the porn, I’m in the know of this. But still, I’d be happy with 17 or 18 length and girth something fitting with that size.
I also have this thing, maybe it has to do with my size I don’t know. Had someone and I was on and off with her till now.
I broke up with her for several reasons but this was the true reason. I only fucked her. Having experience, but only with her.
I have this issue that I just can’t fuck another girl. Even if I confess that I fucked only one girl in my life, nobody believes it.
Wanting to get rid of it to get over this, but even if I try I make up things, not fucking or getting my dick sucked eventually.
They can suck my dick, that’s cool, but fucking? No, that’s another thing. Maybe it has to do with my size that I am insecure of?
I even went to a stripclub and private club with some friends of mine and didn’t do nothing even though it was getting paid!
But today was crossing the line man, like what the fuck? Personally I don’t have nothing against gay people (I have friends that are gay) but there was some dude trying to get at me while I was helping him out, till the point that he got me angry. Anyway I felt like this was a sign that I have to do something about it. But I don’t know man, what do you guys think of it?