Deep Breath...Ready to go!
Hi there everyone!
I’m hoping to do regular posts to this forum, from now on as I feel I owe something for all the information I have gained. What a brilliant forum, I have spent months reading all the threads and the people here are all so supportive, I have gained the courage to finally take the plunge myself.
I have decided to do this because obviously, I am not happy with my size (5.5 BPEL X 4.3EG). I have always been ashamed of my size and avoided taking showers at schools etc.
Being on the small side is bad enough, but I also have a SEVERE curve to the left side and this has prevented me from experiencing sex for a long time ( I’m 22 now, I lost it at 17).
Amazingly, when I did finally lose my virginity, I found that my curve had its advantages, as it seems to hit the right places inside :-)
About a year ago, I discovered PE, on a site called Penis-Enlargement-Guide. It was a paysite, and it is still around and contains some useful information (mixed with BS). Anyway, I paid my money and got to learn about Kegals. These exercises have been of great benefit to me and I have gone from lasting 30 mins to 2 and a half hours in the sack. The paysite site is crap for support and has no forum.
I have been with my current girlfriend for 3 years and I am very lucky that she has a small vagina. We have great sex, and she always multiples during sex….but there is a problem: I am not her first boyfriend and am probably the smallest she has had. She always tells me that she never orgasmed before me, and I do believe her but that is because I can last a long time, not because of my (lack of) size.
What really bugs me, is the fact that she had a boyfriend that she didnt enjoy sex with because he was too big. That really hurts me inside, to this day :-(
I know that she receives more pleasure from my small tool, but just the fact that she was not able to handle this other guy makes me feel so bad about myself.
We have decided to give sex a rest for a couple of months, as we both have final exams coming up….I’m going to take this opportunity to make some gains and surprise her. I hope with all my heart this works, guys, wish me luck!
My life will be complete with an 8X6.