I’m new to TP. Been lurking here for a while and finally decided to join. I’m still having trouble jelqing properly.. Feels like I’m just pulling skin and nothing more, but I’ll figure it out eventually.
Anyway, I’m 5’10, 150lbs, 21 years old, and I THINK my BP EL is 6 and my EG is 5.1. I’ve been with a lot of girls and I’ve been told I’m a really cute guy but I can’t help but think I’m not nearly big enough. Girls have complimented my size telling me it’s much thicker than average or a little bigger than average, but I KNOW they need more. I tend to intentionally push girls away after I hook up with them, mainly because I’m secretly insecure about my penis size. I’ve ruined many friendships like this.
Recently I fell in love with a girl and I’m almost 100% sure her thug ex was hung like a horse.. And that’s the only guy she’s been with. I know when I pull mine out she is gonna be disappointed. She hasn’t had sex in a long time and she does kegels so there’s a good chance she could be really tight, but I just don’t know. It’s messing with my head.
When I look at myself in the mirror with an erection it looks good on my frame, but porn has ruined me. I’m not nearly as big as those guys. I don’t even want to talk to girls anymore or pursue what could be a sexual relationship with this other girl.
I’m willing to give PE a shot and take it seriously but I just want to know if some of this is in my head. And assuming what I’ve read on this forum is true, most of you guys started out bigger than me.
Could this be body dysmorphic disorder? Is it because I haven’t gotten laid in a while? Anybody else have issues like this?
I respect you guys and any advice would be appreciated. Thanks.