Went to see the psycho-sexual doctor.
I had my appointment with the psycho-sexual specialist at the hospital today, regarding my premature ejaculation.
I stated from the outset that, although I do have psychological issues around sex and women, I believe my tendency to spurt too soon purely physical.
Of course one cannot seperate the body from the mind, but I don’t believe this specific problem has its root in the psycho-logical realm.
It was clear however that this doctor believes the root of most problems like mine to be largely psychological, although he said that of course genetics would play a part as well.
Anyway we took a look back through my mildly fucked up childhood (yawn, as I have done so many times in the past) and I was crying my eyes out as usual, and it revealed that, as I already knew, I have a lot of anxiety around pleasing a woman.
The long and short of it is that, he wants me to time myself masturbating, from the moment that I’m fully aroused to the point of ejaculation, without stoping, cumming as soon as I can, in order to get a ‘base’ of how long it takes me to ejaculate.
Then he wants me to see how long I can go on for ‘edging’ ie. stoping before orgasm and continuing before I lose my erection.
He also wants me to wank and stop just before orgasm, a number of times stoping earlier and earlier each time in order to identify the beginning of the approach of orgasm.
We talked about anti-depressants, but he said he wouldn’t prescribe them for me at this early point.
It’s so fucking frustrating!!! It’s a very simple thing. Why oh why, can’t we just try the drugs and see what happens?!
JUST GIVE ME THE FUCKING DRUGS MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!