Problems - Need help guys. Thank you.
This isn’t exactly PE related (well it may be but I think it’s a mental issue), but I am having problems getting it up by myself for the first time in my life. Here’s what happened:
On Friday I was doing my normal warm water pump session that I have been doing since April - 12 mins at 3-4 Hg. I was watching porn and was very erect - I felt a sting towards the top of my penis but didn’t really think much of it since I have felt that before once or twice when I am that erect in the tube. Anyways I stopped and jelqed for a few minutes as I usually do.
Then later, I was taking a piss, but I wasn’t looking at my penis and I had forgotten to take off the piece of paper tape from on top of my urethra (I use it there to prevent blisters with my silicone cup). As soon as I started the stream, it stung kinda bad (sort sort of like the feeling you get when you pee and you are very dehydrated) and then my urine started spraying out the side of the tape. I immediately held my stream, removed the tape, and peed. No pain or anything after that.
The next day I decided to take a rest since I though I had given my penis enough.
The day after that I went back to my pumping - was able to get pretty erect 80-90% or so, but the erection had subsided by the time I got the tube on (this happens occasionally, but hasn’t happened in a couple weeks). So I was about 60-70% once I hooked up the pump, and I was 1/4 - 1/2 inch less erect this time when I was in the tube at 3-4 Hg. I quit early and did some jelqs.
So now I was a little worried, but nothing serious. It was on my mind though and I was worried I had injured myself. The next day, yesterday, I couldn’t become more than 50-60% erect when trying to get hard for my pump session. I almost had a panic attack, and then I tried to force myself to climax and get fully erect by watching porn. This only resulted in me climaxing at 60% or so - my dick felt floppy when I was climaxing. I don’t think that has ever happened to me before.
So all day yesterday I was extremely worried. Felt sick to my stomach. And to make things worse, I have anxiety issues - sometimes pretty bad, but I don’t take any medication for them. I was barely able to sleep last night, and thought I was going to have a panic attack (even though I’ve never had one).
Today I tried looking at porn just to force myself to get erect, but I wasn’t able to get erect at all. Didn’t feel turned on in the slightest. I have been shriveled today - the way I get when I am very nervous.
I am almost positive this is a mental thing, and I have psyched myself out so bad that I can’t become turned on or erect. How do I fix this guys? Would viagra help? I was freaking out so bad earlier that I made an appointment with the psychiatrist tomorrow.
I have also been stressed from work lately. My girlfriend is here and we didn’t hook up all week because I really wasn’t interested. I usually get hard for her very easily, but last night when I was lying next to her I felt extremely nervous, shriveled, and completely unaroused.
Please help guys, I know I can fix this, I just don’t know exactly what to do . I have always been able to get erect to porn, but today was the first time in my life where I felt absolutely no blood rush to my penis when I turned the porn on. I was just too nervous.