PE log and journal

Keep it up man. I’ve had a hectic four days away from home. I hate traveling, because it gets in the way of PE. You’re going to make progress if you keep up the clamping, guarantee it.

Thanks man. I’m sure one day we will both reach our goals.

Off today

Clamping day 60. 5 sets 15 minutes. Pumping 1 set 10 minutes.

Amazing expansion today

Clamping day 61. 5 sets 15 minutes with 1 10 minute set of pumping after.

So I am happy to report that I have been back in they gym on a regular basis and I’m starting to see my six pack again. The rest of my body is getting back to it’s “normal” cuts. I’m about to start back on my supplements. I’m not going for any more size. I’m sitting around 220, so I’m happy with my size. I wasn’t happy when I was 250. So I’m starting my supplements and instead of a competition diet I’m just going to keep it lean.

Supplements, or “supplements?” Glad to here you’re back at it. Makes you feel good doesn’t it? 220 is a lot of muscle, it would take me years to get to that weight.

“Supplements” and yes it makes me feel great.

Clamping day 62. 5 sets 15 minutes. 1 pumping set after.

Clamping day 63. 5 sets 15 minutes. Pumping 1 set 10 minutes.

I’m starting to get more desensitized to porn. This sucks. The discoloration is so so and doesn’t seem to be progressing as of now.

Also I do think I am gaining girth, at least I hope so because I feel like I am shorter than before, but after measuring I am the same length.

Take a break from the porn, or try something different. That’s the problem with edging, clamping, etc. Maybe only use it for those things, and not until you’re partially through the session? It’s too bad we aren’t as intellectual as girls, they just need the imagination.

If you think you’re shorter, but it measures the same, that probably means you’re gaining length. It’s the visual trickery at it again.

Why would it be length if I am still the same length? I’m guessing you mean girth.

With regards to porn I usually only watch it out of necessities. Ex. Masturbation, PE, masturbation. One of the problems is that now that I am back on my “supplements” so I will have increased libido which will result in more masturbation than normal plus sex. Other than that I don’t sit around and watch porn.

Yeah I meant girth. I figured you only used it for PE and masturbation. It’s not that fun to sit with a beer and watch porn, the plots usually aren’t that great. Will you be visiting the strip club more frequently now?

I’m actually haven’t been in a few weeks. I’m taking a break from it while I’m testing. I’m not sure if I told you, but I’m working on my Ph.D. And I just can’t go out nightly and maintain the required work ethic needed to pass. Plus with getting back to the gym on a regular basis, diet, life etc. I just don’t want to go out.way too tired.

Clamping day 64. 5 sets 15 minutes. 1 set pumping 10 minutes.

Amazing day clamping. Day 65. Expansion was incredible, 3/4” expansion each set. MG is at 6”. Discoloration is not bad and I’m feeling better.

Now for a personal note, recently I’ve been having feeling for my ex and I’m starting to be confused about how I feel about her. I miss her and I think I want to be with her instead of my current gf with whom I’ve been with for 9 years for the most part. We were broken up for about 7 months and I met my ex and when my gf and I got back together the ex and I continued to see each other. The ex was willing to do EVERYTHING I wanted to do sexually, but I couldn’t take her personality too long. She just talked about shit I had no interest in, but other than than that she was awesome. Tall, blonde, good body, blue eyes, sexually open. My gf is 5’1”, gorgeous, busty, and amazing in bed, but she won’t do everything I want in the bedroom. I’m starting to have personal struggles with who I REALLY want to be with.