PE log and journal

Off yesterday and today. Hopefully will be able to PE tomorrow

Did some PE today. My jelqing wasn’t very good. I wasn’t getting that good feeling like last time. I’m hoping it be better tomorrow.

Off today and tomorrow.

Jelqed today and didn’t have a good session. I’m finding that when I jelq SU and try to hit that part of my dick that I don’t get a good expansion. Although I do feel that I am hitting the ligament that I want to, I’m still not getting a good expansion. I’ll continue on with this to see how it plays out.

I’ve had the same experience. Jelqing SU is very difficult to get good blood expansion. Check your PM box jb.

So last night I went out with that girl that I considered one of the most beautiful women I’ve ever met. It was the worst date of my life. Talk about no personality. This girl was so ugh that 10 minutes into the date I contemplated leaving her at the restaurant. I never would do that, but GOD did I want to. I really doubt there will be a second date as I deleted her number out of my phone only 5 minutes after I dropped her off. It was SO BAD.

Wow,bad enough to completely erase how hot she was, that’s a badddd date. Anything specific or is she just a crappy person?

Specifics, ok. There were a multitude of gay jokes and references throughout the night. She didn’t seem to get any joke and had the audacity to tell me I had no sense of humor. She wasn’t appreciative of anything I did, little things like opening the door. Didn’t say thanks once. She was vile in her approach. I don’t mind profanity, but you don’t go overboard on a first date and she did. No class whatsoever. She wore a dress that if the wind blew a little then you would be able to see everything. Just an utterly classless want to be socialite whose looks have carried her throughout her life. She seemed to think she was better than me and that really bothers me. She has no idea where I come from and I don’t elaborate about my family because I don’t want to make people feel awkward. One of her friends met us at a bar and he knew who my family is and told her as we were leaving to go home. Her attitude changed completely, but I was so turned off that I looked at her and told her, “this is the worst fucking date I’ve ever been on.” NEVER AGAIN.

LOL. Wow, that sounds like an absolute nightmare. I can’t stand girls that have an undeserved sense of accomplishment and use it to justify their attitude towards others. That sounds like a girl I would hate to even be within earshot of. I give props to you for sticking up for yourself and telling her how the date went. She probably usually gets guys she walks all over and they’re kissing her ass, happy to be near someone that pretty. Hence her lack of gratitude when you open a door, or do something nice. She’s just hoping to land a rich guy who focuses solely on her looks and nothing else. Then she can continue coasting through life without having to actually DO anything.

Wouldn’t you fucking now it. It’s a huge swingers weekend in my city and I’m busy and unable to go participate. Next year then.

So today I did my jelqing and instead of doing it SU, I decided to jelq down. I’m still not getting a good expansion or pump. I’m not sure what the problem is.

I wanted to clarify one thing. She was making the gay jokes and after I told her my brother was gay she continued on with them. I wasn’t the one making the gay jokes. She didn’t seem to get any of my jokes which probably went over her head.

What level erection are you jelqing at?

I find when I jelq in front of the mirror, semi erect (50%), straight out has worked best for me. Watching the head expansion is the fun part.

I’m doing around 50%. I’m just not sure why I’m not getting a good expansion. I don’t feel like I’m pushing any blood through. Maybe I just forgot hot to jelq and am back in the learning curve.

Yesterday I did some stretching and it felt very good. I haven’t had a good stretching session like this is a while. Tomorrow I will get my jelqing and stretching in.