PatientGaining's Progress Log
My story is not an uncommon one. If I’m being honest with myself, I’ve never truly been happy with the size of my penis. Oh, sure, I’d have days when I’d convince myself that I had something to be proud of but deep down I always knew I wanted to be bigger. Conventional wisdom would tell me to be happy with what I had, and that there wasn’t too much I could do to enhance it, but I’ve always had trouble with the word “impossible”. I took to the library, scoured the internet, and eventually stumbled across people who told me I COULD enhance myself; that the conventional wisdom wasn’t so wise after all!
Over the next few years I would search for PE resources, sites, and information, try a couple of exercises but never commit to a routine with regularity or consistency all the while feeling embarrassed by my own manhood, despairing and feeling powerless to change it. I suppose I never committed because I thought I would fail, I had and still have trouble believing that I can really reach my goals despite evidence to the contrary.
At the end of May a few months ago, when I returned home from University, I bit the bullet and decided that time would pass me by whether or not I made good use of it; beginning without knowing how long it would take to reach my goals was always daunting but the only way to finish is to start, and if I had all those years ago, I’d already be posting in a success forum as opposed to starting my first progress log. So I commenced with the Newbie Routine and committed.
I’ve been consistent and committed for almost 3 months now. Quietly working away in my room burning the midnight oil to get things done. I try to listen to my penis as I see recommended so often on this forum and this has led me to increase the jelqing to around 12 minutes and the stretching to around 7 minutes. I did not take official starting measurements but took them after month 1 and after month 2. These measurements show an increase of 0.5 cm in length and girth. I wait at least 2 days after my last session to measure to avoid inflated data but this increase is so marginal that it makes me wonder if I’m accomplishing anything at all. I feel like I see all these guys gaining an inch in their first few months of PE and it’s disheartening. It makes me wonder what I’m doing wrong that I haven’t gained more by this point but at the same time I’m trying to be patient. I feel like a lost babe in the woods and the information on this forum is overwhelming enough to make me realize that I don’t really know what I’m doing.
I will be posting my progress, and perhaps ponderings/musings, here. If anyone ever sees this, I humbly seek the wisdom and counsel of those far more experienced than myself. I am eager to learn all you can teach me and more. Any articles I should read, information I should be privy to, or amendments I should make to either my routine or the structure of this journal, please let me know. I’m rambling so I’ll end it here.
Thank you and happy gaining.