Need Help

I was doing PE for a couple of years. I got way to exited when I saw what it can do. At a certain point it wasn’t getting any bigger. But I had heard of platos. It also stopped standing up on its own. It was still hard. But didn’t stick strait up in the air like it used to when I was standing up, even though it did when I sat down.

Then one day I was jelqing and I could tell something went wrong. I finally stopped all PE. Took more than a year before it healed enough that I wasn’t to worried anymore. It was almost back to normal. My girlfriend got to excited. The sex was really good and she grinded on me hard. I could tell this wasn’t good for me. I told her no to do that agian. And she was completely aware of everthing I was going through. She did the same thing the next 3 times we had sex!! That was like a year and a half ago.

When I don’t have sex it seems to heal. But me and my stupid girlfreind who I do love had no self control until resantly. I am very scared. If I feel a certain part of my dick and gouch it is as if its not there anymore. Like no flesh under the skin. Like I said usually when I don’t have sex it will slowly come back. But I haven’t had sex in about 2 weeks, and it hasn’t healed back to where it had healed to in 4 days before that!

Does anyone know of a doctor who has heard of PE. I will pay for a doctor, but the ones I have seen have never heard of any of this.