My Bad Progress.
Hi my Name is John, I’m 18 and I have Hypogonadism through which why my genitals never developed properly, I visited several urologist, but all of them where extremly ignorant and brainwashed (most urologist are seeing testosterone as a rapist Hormone)
I should be already in hormonal replacement therapy, but all what they prescribed me was useless Testogel which is way to androgenic and way to less anabolic, so I didn’t helped me, since I’m absolutely unable to build muscles, strength or stamina
Quick guide to Anabolic vs Androgenic:
Anabolic = Muscle, Tissue, Bone growth and creation of red blood cells
Androgenic = Development of secondary male characteristics like: Deeper voice, Body hair growth etc.
(They should had gave me HCG, my testicles are Incredible small)
I already started PE at the age of 16 but I haven’t gained anything in now 2 years, instead my penis has gotten even smaller, especially in girth.
It seems like I’m suffering from a penile atrophy along with a very bad ED (I’ve already tried cialis and viagra but Nothing helps)
I always had extreme strong depressions because of my small genital size…
8 Months ago the depressions where so extreme that I have mutilated myself in a irreversible way, I only can get a 20-40% erection anymore.
I’m very disappointed About PE, I’ve Always did Jelqs and Ulis (I’ve started with a Jelq only Routine) but my penis has became even smaller than before.
I don’t know what I can do anymore so I decided to have a consultation on my 19th birthday with a FtM (Female to Male) surgeon who’s specified on genital reconstructions
Which basically means: I’m going to remove my genitals…
…I know this sounds sick, but its my last Option :(