Lunar Log

I have now been consistently doing PE for almost a year now and reading the forums like a mad man, so I figure it’s about time that I started a log. Little bit of my background. I was never really insecure about my size for the majority of my life. I usually had good experiences with women and never had anyone say anything about my size. About 3 years ago I fell in love with a woman who was the first person to mention size. She was used to bigger men in her life, both taller and more endowed. She is fit and attractive but just happens to have a bigger vagina. This is something I don’t see talked about a lot. I am always seeing people talk about size queens in the negative. What about the women that are wonderful but just happen to actually need something bigger to get off? It’s not their fault, I know my partner is really insecure about it and wished she was smaller. We have great chemistry and really great sex, but I always knew that she wished I was bigger. I never came even close to hitting the back walls, and I couldn’t even feel the sides. I certainly wasn’t stretching her out in any way.

I had seen Thundersplace and other PE forums in the past and as someone who is rational and skeptical, I thought that PE couldn’t work and would probably do damage if anything. I had great EQ and never wanted to risk it. After a particularly frustrating sexual experience, barely feeling like I was in her during the act, I ran across an ad for sizegenetics. I shouldn’t have been taken in by all the before and after photos but I was. I ordered that evening and eagerly awaited my package. Trying to use sizegenetics had a bit of a learning curve. I had never stretched my penis before and kept thinking that I had to get hard to fit it on, since my penis wasn’t long enough to reach the straps. I would stimulate myself, buckle down the straps and then watch as I lost my erection and I would slowly slip out of the device. I also didn’t realize at the time that it came with a little foam ring that helped me stay in with my low girth. After I figured out how to use it, I slowly increased my usage, from 1 hour up to 12.

After 6 months of consistent use of sizegenetics, I measured myself for the first time since using. I was shocked to find that I was no longer 5.5, I was 6! I couldn’t believe it. I was honest and told my partner about the device. She thought it was impossible to get any bigger, she works in the medical field. After those 6 months, she admitted to me that she noticed a difference. She said that she used to have to hold her pinky out when giving handjobs, that she couldn’t even fit her hand around my penis. She says now that she can fit her whole hand with room to spare. Now that we were both convinced it was possible, I started on the recommended newbie routine here. I did this for 3 months. I barely noticed any BPEL gains, but my shape had changed. It used to be skinny all the way to the glans, but now there was a little bit of a bulge right under the glans. It looks great! My flaccid hang also improved, it’s now almost where my BPEL used to be. I am going to continue PE, most likely for many years. I will continue to read and try new exercises. Pretty soon here I plan to order the bib starter and try hanging, slowly and carefully.