Asdfasf's Bumpy Road
I’m writing to you because I have a lot of questions for things that have been troubling me lately. I tried writing them in the lose your virginity thread but nobody really responded so I thought I’d try over here.
Back in July I got back into PE. It was an adhoc idea. I had a beer and figured I could try some jelqing exercises. Not having much progress the last time I tried, I went all the way and did like 30 jelqs with too much force. I also did some stretching with too much force too I guess.
My penis was blotched an hour later. I thought everything would come back to normal but I still got some lingering symptoms. My flaccid state improved and my penis is larger when flaccid but I started getting a stinging sensation in the glans starting from the second or third day after my attempt. Also my penis has become unusually curved to the side when flaccid and hanging.
I took a break from jelqing entirely and masturbated maybe like 3 times. The stinging pain subsided but the tip of my penis turned purple. The purple coloring of the tip of my glass went away and left a dark spot on the tip a week after. I noticed that the stinging pain would come back whenever I had a cup of coffee or smoked a cigarette. I quit using both. I started having a lot of sex after two weeks. So I had sex almost like 3 times a day every day. The pain would come and go but what started worrying me a lot was that my penis would get really cold starting from the tip. Sometimes it would be just the tip of the glans, sometimes entire glans, on occasional it would be half of my penis. I could feel it really warm at the base and starting to get colder as I move my hand towards the tip. I’ve read that ginkgo and hot bath helps so I started supplementing ginkgo and did hot baths sometimes and it did help. Last week I was really worried about it so I thought maybe some light jelqing could do something to pump some blood and and fix it. I jelqed very lightly and did some stretching again. This is 2 months after. It did make a difference and the tip of my penis is a little bit warmer. I didn’t masturbate at all until yesterday. I don’t get the usual morning wood. Yesterday I got the morning wood, so I masturbated, and this morning too. I came back from work right now and masturbated once more thinking that everything’s fine. I noticed bumps near the base of the penis. Almost looking like rings on the opposite side of the curve. I’m thinking I stretched too hard last week or the jelqs themselves have exacerbated the problems I had before. I didn’t notice the bumps yesterday or in the morning today when my penis was going flaccid. I know I fucked up big time but I’m not sure where I stand. I’m definitely not doing any jelqing or stretching for the rest of the year. I can stop masturbating entirely too but I’m worried my penis will start becoming cold again.
Therefore, I got some questions. How abnormal is a cold penis sensation? Do you get it from over training, is it something usual for you guys? Is it going to go away without intervention?
My second question is. I can still feel my penis normally but what about the bumps that I described earlier? Are they going to go away with enough sexual abstinence?
My mind is racing and I’ve been thinking if I should stop doing any of these exercises entirely or maybe light jelqing or a pump would help me. Is there a way back from the symptoms I’m describing or I served my self some Peyronie’s and I’m fucked for life?